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    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

Venting Five month break, back to square one.

mallows

mallows

"Let's go back... to our true reality."
Dec 18, 2023
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I haven't logged in here in five months. I considered it once or twice, but I felt as though my life was actually improving for the first time in years.
I've moved away from my shitty step parents, I'm going out more, I'm making friends, I'm medicated, but it always goes back to the way it was.
I'm tighter on money than I've ever been, I consistently fuck up any friendships I form due to my inability to feel or express any emotions properly, and I always drive people away no matter how hard I try to be as kind as I can be. I feel like I'm being torn apart. I don't think my meds are working as they should be.

I'm so fucking tired. I'm exhausted. I try and try and try to dig myself out of the pit I'm in but I'm just falling further and further. my fingers are bleeding. I don't know how much longer I can handle this.

I don't want my housemate finding me when I ctb. I'll save up for a hotel and send a text or something.

I wish SN wasn't as restricted in Australia. I think Christmas may be my deadline again.
ive tried to ctb so many times at this point I fear I may be immortal.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I understand feeling tired of suffering in this existence but anyway I wish you the best.
 
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