rotten
Student
- Apr 14, 2021
- 116
Ctb has never left my mind since high school. I first started down this path when I was only 11. Unfortunately I was denied help by my parents who don't believe in mental health. You know what they told the school and mental health counselors? They actually told them I wanted to ctb because I got my phone taken away....which couldn't be further from the truth. (Seriously anyone that desperate for a phone would have just stolen one it doesn't even make sense) After they found out about my attempt, I was only faced with their ridicule instead of compassion. And that's partially how I've grown into the disgusting person sitting here today. A lot of the time I just stay in the house 24/7 feeling nothing but apathy. Other times my brain just seems to betray me and I can't stand the fact that I'm breathing. Once in a while I feel happy....but those days are becoming more and more rare.
It's nice I have somewhere safe to talk now though. I'm new here and now you know a little about me.
It's nice I have somewhere safe to talk now though. I'm new here and now you know a little about me.