Venting First Post

[Solace4TheSoul]

Hi All,

This is my first post on SaSu and it's reasonably brief.

I often think one of the main factors keeping me from CTB is simply all the complexity involved and potential for different methods to render you still living but severely impaired.

Arguably a less desirable result than successfully CTB.

I think to myself surely there must be a simple and minimal fuss method?

I suspect like many I often secretly wish I could pass in my sleep one day and simply not wake up.

 

[FuneralCry]

A straightforward way to ctb is sadly too good to be true in this anti suicide society, suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult and complicated in this world and if it was easier I know that I would be long gone by this point. Failing ctb also sounds horrific to me and I also just wish to never wake again, such a thing sounds so ideal to me but sadly it's not the reality of existing here. But anyway I wish you the best, I understand that it really can be so tiring and awful feeling trapped in this hellish world.