Rounded Apathy
Longing to return to stardust
- Aug 8, 2022
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Welp, heading off this eve to a sleep study to try and see why I'm so tired all the damn time (spoiler: probs cause I'm effing miserable). Planning to bring devices but even if there ends up being secure wifi, not sure I wanna be glued to the forums while a bunch of researchers are monitoring my brainwaves. It'll all be a waste of time and comfort but fuck it, at least some medical shit is free in this country, and data is cool I guess.
I've grown dependent on this place; it'll be weird not to be able to be lulled to sleep by the sweet sounds of screaming suicidal people. Maybe the researchers will be nice and funny and it won't be traumatizing to spend the night in a medical setting. Maybe I'll actually conk out early and get more than the minimum 4 hours sleep they need to monitor. Maybe I'll spontaneously die during the study! Who knows. Anyway I'll be missing y'all
I've grown dependent on this place; it'll be weird not to be able to be lulled to sleep by the sweet sounds of screaming suicidal people. Maybe the researchers will be nice and funny and it won't be traumatizing to spend the night in a medical setting. Maybe I'll actually conk out early and get more than the minimum 4 hours sleep they need to monitor. Maybe I'll spontaneously die during the study! Who knows. Anyway I'll be missing y'all
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