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Wannabehappy

Wannabehappy

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Nov 29, 2022
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Yesterday I received a parcel from SN. I would just like to warn, although there was already such a thread, but I had minimal contact with SN. In brief.

I made a blood text to make sure that the SN actually works to some extent. Yes, the blood turned very dark in the blink of an eye.

I held the SN in my hands, the smell - almost imperceptible, irritating to the eyes and nose. After 3 hours, lying in bed, I had a slight problem with breathing and a much faster heartbeat. I note that I had contact only through the skin, later maybe it got into the body a little - I didn't wash my hands and ate some wafers.

Yeah, I didn't give a shit if I came down that night or not. It wasn't the day I had everything ready so I didn't take the full dose. My conclusion is simple - if I am to leave this world in this way - I'm in.
 
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Mofreeko

Mofreeko

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Apr 7, 2019
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Your body does have a process of turning methemoglobin back into hemoglobin, so if you are exposed minimally through the skin I wouldn't worry too much.
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

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Sep 18, 2020
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Do you get dizzy just with the smell? Wow... I put my index finger in the pot of SN, only the first phalanx, then I sucked my finger and drank water. The taste was fine. But it did absolutely nothing to me. I had done the blood test a year ago and it was ok. Now I don't know whether to suspect the effectiveness of my sn or try a little more
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

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Oct 13, 2022
759
Thank you for sharing your experience; this is reassuring.
 
Wannabehappy

Wannabehappy

Member
Nov 29, 2022
39
Your body does have a process of turning methemoglobin back into hemoglobin, so if you are exposed minimally through the skin I wouldn't worry too much.
Oh, I'm not worried about that at all. I feel good physically. I just wanted to warn others that the effects are real, SN is able to help us leave this world. I didn't really give a shit if something happened to me or not, but I prefer to be aware that if someone ever sees this post and reads that it's another person asking for attention, then that someone won't hurt themselves in a bad moment of life.
Do you get dizzy just with the smell? Wow... I put my index finger in the pot of SN, only the first phalanx, then I sucked my finger and drank water. The taste was fine. But it did absolutely nothing to me. I had done the blood test a year ago and it was ok. Now I don't know whether to suspect the effectiveness of my sn or try a little more
Don't worry. If I can do something good for this world, the day I decide to fuck it all, I will try to write it down until the last moment.

I think it might be something wrong with your SN.
 
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