Story Fired today at Coronavirus outbreak.

[YukiFox]

Today I was fired for my company. They don't alleged a mistake or flaw about me, only told me that my company will be in financial jeopardy in next months. I worked in customer service in a used cars website.
See, it's the second bad news for me in less than a month, since my mom passed away February 28. So my anger and worries worsened for my immediate future.
Since I accepted myself as transgender, I found a possible reason for my depression and hopelessness as a male, reasons that triggered me the CTB desires in the past. From now, I really want to recover, but the world and personal circumstances doesn't help.
Since I became unemployed I can't afford my therapy for aiming a supervised gender transition, as I don't want to self medicate or anything. Because I'm kinda "masculine" - deep voice and hairy legs - I had the hope to use my medical insurance of company to cost that. Now my gender transition, at least hormonally, will be in hold.
I really want to continue in this world and give me the opportunity to live as transgender woman a plentiful existence, despite the challenges of being a trans person in our society. I don't want to look back, but seriously, why that bad sequence of events? Whatever, I want to live. But this circumstances makes the CTB ghost knock to my door again.

 

[Xebsora29]

Damn, must be hard. Wishing the best for you and hopes everything gets figured out eventually.
The conceptual idea of that you desiring to live shows the strong determination and success you'll achieve.
CTB always comes knocking on our door when circumstances unfold. Happens to me all the time.
Keep at it friend. You got this.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

That's a tough setback. And I'm so sorry about your mum. There's going to be a lot of people unemployed, here in the UK the government are trying to put things in place to support them. Not sure how well it will work though.

 

[BlackPoppet]

Today I was fired for my company. They don't alleged a mistake or flaw about me, only told me that my company will be in financial jeopardy in next months. I worked in customer service in a used cars website.
See, it's the second bad news for me in less than a month, since my mom passed away February 28. So my anger and worries worsened for my immediate future.
Since I accepted myself as transgender, I found a possible reason for my depression and hopelessness as a male, reasons that triggered me the CTB desires in the past. From now, I really want to recover, but the world and personal circumstances doesn't help.
Since I became unemployed I can't afford my therapy for aiming a supervised gender transition, as I don't want to self medicate or anything. Because I'm kinda "masculine" - deep voice and hairy legs - I had the hope to use my medical insurance of company to cost that. Now my gender transition, at least hormonally, will be in hold.
I really want to continue in this world and give me the opportunity to live as transgender woman a plentiful existence, despite the challenges of being a trans person in our society. I don't want to look back, but seriously, why that bad sequence of events? Whatever, I want to live. But this circumstances makes the CTB ghost knock to my door again.

I'm sorry to hear that you were sacked from your job. Sorry to hear about your mum too. These are very scary times. I'm here if you need a caring ear.

 

[Let'sgetoutofHERE]

What a shitty situation. If you need help, I'm here

 

[I_love_to_bake]

These are such scary times. I like to think that our governments are working to support us right now. You've gotten through so much already. you can get through this too!

Stay strong

 

[Susannah]

We have completely lockdown in Norway. Schools, kindergardens, shops (except food), gyms etc are closed due to Corona. So many people have lost their jobs, and the government has introduced a new law, Corona- law, whitch allow them to use force to people not following the restrictions. It's really an awful state of emergency. For me personally, isolation isn't a problem. Been there several years already.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Today I was fired for my company. They don't alleged a mistake or flaw about me, only told me that my company will be in financial jeopardy in next months. I worked in customer service in a used cars website.
See, it's the second bad news for me in less than a month, since my mom passed away February 28. So my anger and worries worsened for my immediate future.
Since I accepted myself as transgender, I found a possible reason for my depression and hopelessness as a male, reasons that triggered me the CTB desires in the past. From now, I really want to recover, but the world and personal circumstances doesn't help.
Since I became unemployed I can't afford my therapy for aiming a supervised gender transition, as I don't want to self medicate or anything. Because I'm kinda "masculine" - deep voice and hairy legs - I had the hope to use my medical insurance of company to cost that. Now my gender transition, at least hormonally, will be in hold.
I really want to continue in this world and give me the opportunity to live as transgender woman a plentiful existence, despite the challenges of being a trans person in our society. I don't want to look back, but seriously, why that bad sequence of events? Whatever, I want to live. But this circumstances makes the CTB ghost knock to my door again.

Sorry for the loss of your mother. I don't know where you are from, if your government will provide some kind of financial assistance to those who have lost their jobs. Also some countries offer free therapy... I don't know if that is available where you are. If you truly want to live, I hope you can get help so you don't have to CTB.
I can't begin to understand the pain you are in because I don't know what it's like to be transgender... I guess that is only something that can be understood if you have to go through it.