Help Fine tuning my SN protocol/plan

[HumanoidMonster]

Greetings.
This is a purely "technical" thread in which I will be describing my SN protocol/plan with the goal of having it scheduled in plain sight, with the chance of tweaking it thanks to eventual/occasional assistance from people more knowledgeable than me on the matter.

I have read Vizzy's SN Bible but the chance that I missed something might be there, so bear with me in case I made some stupid mistakes, and, most importantly, do NOT take this as a guide! I am just sharing my personal experience!

As mentioned earlier, should I find some way to optimize the plan (possibly with the help of more knowledgeable people than me), I will edit the thread.

Requirements:
- SN: (as of 23/06/2025 it has been ordered and will arrive in a couple of days max)
- anti-emetic: I haven't had the chance to look around the house, but I am 99% sure there are no anti-emetics anywhere. Vizzy's guide mentioned using Quetiapine, which I happen to have and take regularly as medication.
- sedative: I will use my father's Xanax, and, hopefully, Quetiapine should also help, since it has a very strong sedative effect on me that begins at 2 hours past consumption.

The Plan:
I don't have a specific day, but it'll be one in which everyone in the house will be going for work, leaving the house to myself for the entire morning from about 8:30 AM up to about 1:00 PM.
Night before: smuggle all the necessary stuff in my bedroom. This includes:
- tea spoon;
- SN;
- blister of Xanax;
- blister of Quetiapine;
- hydroflask with natural water inside;
- Graded cup/plastic cup with a mark on the 44 mL water level;
6:30 AM: Wake up with the help of my phone's alarm being set at low volume under my pillow in order to wake me up without my parents noticing.
7:45 AM: take 400mg of Quetiapine (x8 50mg tabs) and 1.25mg of Xanax (x5 0.25 tabs because there's not many).
8:30 AM: drink 3.5 tea spoons of SN mixed with 44 mL of water and lay down on my right side.

The first thing I wanted to do was see if I could squeeze some extra time.
The reason why I'm not doing this at night is because my parents are light sleepers and I've been told you tend to start making noises while SN takes effect.
The first idea I had was to take the SN a bit before the last person leaves the house, since you don't immediately start being loud upon taking it. Any advice on how much time earlier I could take the SN?

 

[Alexandra0]

Scales are also very important in this matter, they are inexpensive

 

[HumanoidMonster]

I do have a scale. What would I need it for?

 

[spero_meliora]

I do have a scale. What would I need it for?

you'd want to make sure you have the exact amount of SN needed to be dissolved.

 

[Alexandra0]

To weigh the exact amount of SN. This is a very important point

 

[HumanoidMonster]

it would be problematic to manage to weigh the SN since the scale is in the kitchen cupboard and is probably used during breakfast preparation by my parents. Only other scale we have in the house is a weighing scale used to measure body weight in kgs

 

[HumanoidMonster]

Was checking Vizzy's Guide again and found this:

At what point does the person start making potentially worrying noises? Determining this could be useful as I could push back the SN consumption to even before the last person leaves the house, gaining some extra minutes, so that the "bad noises" could begin as soon as I'm alone (Dunno if I explained it right I have a bit of a headache right now due to unrelated reasons).

 

[deathbydesign]

Was checking Vizzy's Guide again and found this:
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At what point does the person start making potentially worrying noises? Determining this could be useful as I could push back the SN consumption to even before the last person leaves the house, gaining some extra minutes, so that the "bad noises" could begin as soon as I'm alone (Dunno if I explained it right I have a bit of a headache right now due to unrelated reasons).

So noise will differ between everyone. Some people vomit right away, some a few minutes into it. And then the other sometimes loudish part is "death rattles" that happen between 20-40 minutes. But I'd be cautious and not take anything until everyone is gone.

The scale is important to make sure you have the correct grams of SN. I wouldn't rely on a teaspoon personally.

I'd weigh it out and put the correct measurement of SN into an airtight container ready for you to use - well two weighed out doses stored in two separate airtight containers. As long as it is done close to the time you're ready to ctb it should be fine

 

[HumanoidMonster]

I guess I can give myself a couple of minutes from when I'm home alone to when I take the SN. I'll weigh it in the kitchen rapidly and prepare the drink there. Thank you all!
Can't edit the initial thread so I'll just add here the updated schedule:

The Plan:
I don't have a specific day, but it'll be one in which everyone in the house will be going for work, leaving the house to myself for the entire morning from about 8:30 AM up to about 1:00 PM.
Night before: smuggle all the necessary stuff in my bedroom. This includes:
- tea spoon;
- SN;
- blister of Xanax;
- blister of Quetiapine;
- hydroflask with natural water inside;
- Graded cup/plastic cup with a mark on the 44 mL water level;
6:30 AM: Wake up with the help of my phone's alarm being set at low volume under my pillow in order to wake me up without my parents noticing.
7:45 AM: take 400mg of Quetiapine (x8 50mg tabs) and 1.25mg of Xanax (x5 0.25 tabs because there's not many).
8:30 AM: prepare everything. Weigh the SN using a scale. Prepare the PC with the note on screen.
8:35 AM: drink 22 gm of SN mixed with 44 mL of water and lay down on my right side.

 

[NairobiS]

I'm planning something similar . Also don't have antiemetics but have access to Quetiapine (1500 mg in my case ) . I wonder how effective it is with preventing vomiting . It helps me sleep a lot

 

[HumanoidMonster]

Apparently it's a valid alternative to anti-emetics if you don't have them. It does make me extremely drowsy after 2 hours

 

[finalgoodbye:(]

Can you rent a hotel/motel room? I read that it can take up to 8 hours for someone to fully die so I'd suggest you see if you can get a room

 

[HumanoidMonster]

Sadly it's not an option. I am running low on money and my parents would start asking too many questions.

 

[finalgoodbye:(]

Sadly it's not an option. I am running low on money and my parents would start asking too many questions.

I'm sorry man, I wish you the best

 

[HumanoidMonster]

UPDATE: I have secured the SN. Hid it in my bedroom. Father got nosy but I managed to get him to leave me alone.

 

[HumanoidMonster]

I know I might have asked this before in another thread, but I wanted to know more in detail if passing out means 100% you are going to die. Last thing I want is to pass out from the SN and wake up to my dad asking me why I was sleeping and why is there a suicide note open on my PC.

 

[spero_meliora]

i believe the only reports of people surviving SN are the ones who were quickly caught or quickly called emergency services and detailed what they took. there have been members here who have become extremely ill by test ingesting a small amount of SN to the point where a sticky thread was made in precaution of the dangers:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/psa-do-not-test-ingest-sn.201611/

even 1g can be fatal.

 

[HumanoidMonster]

From what I've read passing out from SN means it's working, so I guess it's a sort of 99.9% death?

 

[HumanoidMonster]

Guides usually mention laying down on your right side after consuming SN. Since I have to resist the urge to vomit until I pass out after about 15 minutes, would it be a valid idea to essentially distract myself by playing videogames or watching TV until I start feeling very drowsy and lightheaded to the point I can't function anymore?

 

[HumanoidMonster]

Another update on the plan, since I found the antacids and painkillers. Sadly still no trace of any anti-emetics, so Quetiapine it is.

The Plan:
I don't have a specific day, but it'll be one in which everyone in the house will be going for work, leaving the house to myself for the entire morning from about 8:30 AM up to about 1:00 PM.
Before the day: smuggle all the necessary stuff in my bedroom. This includes:
- SN;
- blister of Xanax (benzo);
- blister of Quetiapine (anti-emetic in this plan);
- blister of Maalox (antacid);
- blister of Brufen (painkiller - ibuprofen);
- hydroflask with natural water inside;
Night before: Schedule a message to be sent on here. The idea, directly inspired from something I've seen here before, is to schedule a post to be uploaded one or two days later. If I don't cancel the scheduled post, then it'll mean I'm gone. I will add all the necessary info on there when it'll be time to make that post.

6:30 AM: Wake up with the help of my phone's alarm being set at low volume under my pillow in order to wake me up without my parents noticing.
-- Begin Stat Dose Protocol --
7:35 AM: take 400mg of Brufen (1 tab).
7:40 AM: take 400mg of Quetiapine (x8 50mg tabs) and 1.25mg of Xanax (x5 0.25 tabs because there's not many).
8:05 AM: take 400mg of Maalox (1 tab).
8:30 AM: prepare everything. Weigh the SN using a scale. Prepare the PC with the note on screen.
8:35 AM: drink 22 gm of SN mixed with 44 mL of water and lay down on my right side. It will take about 15-20 minutes for me to pass out from the SN, which means that I'll spend those minutes either scrolling on Instagram to distract myself or meditating to keep myself calm and have my "happy final minutes".

Approximate unconscious time: 8:55 AM
Approximate death time (best case scenario): 9:15 AM
Approximate death time (worst case scenario): 12:35 PM


Gonna go into this with the idea that "feeling like you're about to pass out = it's working and you will probably die soon", which means that, if all goes well, the moment I'll start feeling drowsy I'll probably be at the highest point of my entire life. Hooray!!!

 

[soonerreatherthanla]

I'm gonna do something similar, depending on how I feel I might go to a hotel as to not drop the resale value of my apartment. I have a question, how much Xanax should I take as a relatively skinny 80kg to completely pass out

 

[HumanoidMonster]

Vizzy's Guide recommends 20x30mg tablets of benzos.

 

[HumanoidMonster]

I was considering waking up following schedule tomorrow morning just to practice with the timing and stuff like that. There's a chance I might have the house to myself tomorrow, meaning there's a chance I might go for it. Not guaranteed, tho.
Okay nevermind unless I don't use the scale and just base myself off the tea spoons tomorrow's not it

 

[Alexandra0]

Vizzy's Guide recommends 20x30mg tablets of benzos.

I'm going to stick with 4 pills. I'm afraid to take so many - that's the only thing that worries me about the whole protocol. Next week I'll test the 48-hour regimen

 

[HumanoidMonster]

I calculated that I'd have to take 2400x0.25mg tabs to reach the 600mg dosage.
Unless I can get hooked up to a machine that pumps xanax tabs using a tube directly into my mouth I think I'll just go with 5

 

[HumanoidMonster]

Okay important update.

Tomorrow I will attempt.

Took the meds, teaspoon, hydroflask and all the necessary stuff to my bedroom. Will keep you informed

 

[HumanoidMonster]

I've been told that the antacid might slow down the process of falling unconscious. I won't take it, in that case.

The Plan:
My first (and hopefully only) attempt will be on the morning of the 27th of June 2025.
Before the day: smuggle all the necessary stuff in my bedroom. This includes:
- SN;
- blister of Xanax (benzo);
- blister of Quetiapine (anti-emetic in this plan);
- blister of Brufen (painkiller - ibuprofen);
- hydroflask with natural water inside;
- teaspoon
- clip to help seal back the SN
Night before: Currently scheduling the message that will officially announce my departure should it go online. If I survive the attempt, I'll just cancel the schedule, else, it'll go up. Scheduling it to go online in 48 hours.

6:30 AM: Wake up with the help of my phone's alarm being set at low volume under my pillow in order to wake me up without my parents noticing.
-- Begin Stat Dose Protocol --
7:35 AM: take 400mg of Brufen (1 tab).
7:40 AM: take 400mg of Quetiapine (x8 50mg tabs) and 1.25mg of Xanax (x5 0.25 tabs because there's not many).
8:30 AM: prepare everything. Weigh the SN using a scale. Prepare the PC with the note on screen.
8:35 AM: drink 22 gm of SN mixed with 44 mL of water and lay down on my right side. It will take about 15-20 minutes for me to pass out from the SN, which means that I'll spend those minutes either scrolling on Instagram to distract myself or meditating to keep myself calm and have my "happy final minutes".

Approximate unconscious time: 8:55 AM
Approximate death time (best case scenario): 9:15 AM
Approximate death time (worst case scenario): 12:35 PM