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MonochromeMind

MonochromeMind

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Jan 26, 2026
75
I'm addicted to findom. I want to worship someone, I want to only worry about their pleasure. I keep relapsing over and over. It's such an addiction of mine. I genuinely can't stop, and I obviously lose a lot of money because of it. I don't know how to stop.
 
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GoSan1

GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
339
Is there a way to lock your account? Give someone in your family the leadership of the account?

Or, try maybe another form of worship? Worshipping God? You can fast in case you want to feel like youre restricted or losing something...
You do not deserve to be used for money, but to be loved and love.

Addictions are a weird thing, and I never understood them. But I know that if you have the willpower and take action, you can overcome them.
 
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MonochromeMind

MonochromeMind

Artist-ish
Jan 26, 2026
75
Is there a way to lock your account? Give someone in your family the leadership of the account?

Or, try maybe another form of worship? Worshipping God? You can fast in case you want to feel like youre restricted or losing something...
You do not deserve to be used for money, but to be loved and love.

Addictions are a weird thing, and I never understood them. But I know that if you have the willpower and take action, you can overcome them.
I can't tell my family or they'd kill me, I spent way too much already.

Trying to worship other things doesn't help, I always just go back, idk why tbh

I don't think can overcome it tbh, I've tried so much, it's frustrating
Is there a way to lock your account? Give someone in your family the leadership of the account?

Or, try maybe another form of worship? Worshipping God? You can fast in case you want to feel like youre restricted or losing something...
You do not deserve to be used for money, but to be loved and love.

Addictions are a weird thing, and I never understood them. But I know that if you have the willpower and take action, you can overcome them.
I don't deserve to be loved btw lol I appreciate your kindness though
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

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Oct 12, 2024
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Have you ever heard of the phrase, I'm my biggest fan? internalize that. Repeat it, say it until it's the only thing that echoes through your head.
 
MonochromeMind

MonochromeMind

Artist-ish
Jan 26, 2026
75
Have you ever heard of the phrase, I'm my biggest fan? internalize that. Repeat it, say it until it's the only thing that echoes through your head.
I'm not a fan of myself, I'm fucking addicted weak stupid unattractive shit lol
 
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GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
339
I can't tell my family or they'd kill me, I spent way too much already.

Trying to worship other things doesn't help, I always just go back, idk why tbh

I don't think can overcome it tbh, I've tried so much, it's frustrating
This is gonna sound stupid, but you should maybe create a fake account, and spend your money on it. Plot twist is, you own the account. Then you pay premium for an AI and tell it to simulate a Findom situation, In where you tell it when you send money over.

I get ur situation. While I never had even a spark of love, I know I am a strong gentle sub and my love would border the line of obsession. So I know that submission part.

Its a tricky situation, and im praying for you.
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

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Oct 12, 2024
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Honestly it's kind of a post to hope someone manipulates the fuck out of me bc rn I'm kinda losing it badly. I wanna be used or just fucking killed idc anymore
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