Finding someone to help

[Made4TV]

For a long time I've thought about how great it would be to have someone help me after I ctb. But where I live it is illegal to "interfere with a body" after a death.

Since my method is nitrogen gas + exit bag, what I've fantasized about is someone removing the bag and the tank and my death being a mystery, and finally chalked up to natural causes.

But I've thought about how to go about this. I could pay someone, but after I'm dead, how am I to know they went through with it? What if they just took the money and never did the cleanup. I can't imagine what would motivate someone to help in the face of potential legal complications of being involved in someone's death.

I thought of maybe having a friend with the money to pay out the person who helped, but then that would require telling someone else. And again, the person who would potentially help might either not do it because they'd be afraid of the friend not coming through, or afraid of that person telling the cops the truth.

But I was thinking the other day - what if I could get someone to help, and I could pay them with money they could only get by removing the nitrogen and bag? Or what if I made a video of me speaking about my intentions and my method, going over my plan and showing I was of sound mind. I'd send the video to the helper. Then that person could have that video as insurance in case anyone questioned them...then they could bring it out and escape any kind of legal problem if it came to that.

Maybe someone would help me if they earned some money, plus also had the video in case something went wrong and they should need it? I don't know. What do others think? I really want to do this method but for a lot of reasons right now I don't want it to look like I've died by suicide. I know I'm not alone with this.

 

[TiredHorse]

Only way I can think of is to have a really good, understanding friend, where the money isn't an issue. Those can exist. I've got one of those, and he even offered, but since I don't care if everyone knows it's suicide --it's not like I've made any secret of my intentions-- I can't bear to ask him.

I'm using eb/N2 also.

 

[Donewith_]

Or what if I made a video of me speaking about my intentions and my method, going over my plan and showing I was of sound mind. I'd send the video to the helper. Then that person could have that video as insurance in case anyone questioned them...then they could bring it out and escape any kind of legal problem if it came to that.

This would again counter the 'reason' you are hiring someone to cleanup in the first place. If death occurs suddenly in a healthy, young individual it raises suspicion.. unless it is a very backward abandoned area (in some of such places I know, people think it's usually a heart attack..Am not sure though).
You don't want anyone to know that you left wantedly. By chance, your death case drags unwanted attention, the helper and reason will come out. Go head if you are ok with that risk. Or if you have a loved one .. who gets devastated by knowing 'you took your own life', then it's upto you. As someone suggested, going off a cliff, shallow water black out, might work I think. If you don't have tolerance to alcohol, alcohol intoxication might also help , but it's not fun from what I've heard.(but again, people have died from that '23 B'day 23 shots' thing)