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Saul555

Saul555

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Feb 15, 2024
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Hello, would anyone have any information on where I could potentially find N (brand name H) in Tarapoto? I've tried both Cusco and Lima, and both of those cities had nothing. I've read about Tarapoto as another potential source, so I'm trying to see if I can buy my ctb supplies there. Thanks.
 
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DarknessAndDespair

Member
Mar 26, 2023
65
Hi,

I wish I could help, I am also looking for places before I go there on a trip. Do you speak Spanish?
 
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martinso67

All human rights are important
Feb 5, 2021
362
Hello, would anyone have any information on where I could potentially find N (brand name H) in Tarapoto? I've tried both Cusco and Lima, and both of those cities had nothing. I've read about Tarapoto as another potential source, so I'm trying to see if I can buy my ctb supplies there. Thanks.
They stopped stocking them or selling that in that Agro... Stores?
 
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Esokabat

Specialist
Apr 22, 2024
390
Hello, would anyone have any information on where I could potentially find N (brand name H) in Tarapoto? I've tried both Cusco and Lima, and both of those cities had nothing. I've read about Tarapoto as another potential source, so I'm trying to see if I can buy my ctb supplies there. Thanks.
Let me get this straight. You were already there in Peru in April and did not find any. Now you are back in Peru in June and you are not finding any. How often do you go to Peru?
Also in February you asked the forum for SN sources and you said you decided for SN. So February SN, April in Peru and now June in Peru? Is that right? You mentioned that you are from the US, so are you flying down to Peru every couple of months?
 
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Saul555

S'all bad man
Feb 15, 2024
32
Let me get this straight. You were already there in Peru in April and did not find any. Now you are back in Peru in June and you are not finding any. How often do you go to Peru?
Also in February you asked the forum for SN sources and you said you decided for SN. So February SN, April in Peru and now June in Peru? Is that right? You mentioned that you are from the US, so are you flying down to Peru every couple of months?
I decided to look in Peru for an alternative source, SN is my back up. I've been in Peru going between cities for months now, but honestly might be time to call it quits. Just trying to find any bottles of H.
 
Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

Wish I had been normal
Jul 23, 2022
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I decided to look in Peru for an alternative source, SN is my back up. I've been in Peru going between cities for months now, but honestly might be time to call it quits. Just trying to find any bottles of H.
What kinds of responses are you getting?
 
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J&L383

Enlightened
Jul 18, 2023
1,205
I'm sorry you're not finding it. I last heard that was the place you could still get it. If you have searched high and low it's possible things have changed, thank you for letting us know. (I think others are planning on making that trip.)
 
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Esokabat

Specialist
Apr 22, 2024
390
I decided to look in Peru for an alternative source, SN is my back up. I've been in Peru going between cities for months now, but honestly might be time to call it quits. Just trying to find any bottles of H.
I am not sure if I believe your story. An American living in Peru for several months, with no Spanish, not able to communicate with the stores (you mentioned they stared at you blankly) going from town to town. You are asking for sources but I am not sure I believe your motivation. I am also not sure I believe your story
 
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Saul555

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Feb 15, 2024
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I am not sure if I believe your story. An American living in Peru for several months, with no Spanish, not able to communicate with the stores (you mentioned they stared at you blankly) going from town to town. You are asking for sources but I am not sure I believe your motivation. I am also not sure I believe your story
Sounds like you're misinterpreting a lot. They stare at me when I ask "tienes halatal" and they firmly say something like "no no no". Or they tell me to come back at a different time (which honestly means they're trying to shoo me away, since I come back and there's still nothing). I've been bouncing between Cusco and Lima trying different streets, and now I'm in Tarapoto as a final gambit.

I came to this site interested in SN, and got the information I needed and successfully bought it, and helped others find the right source. I then learned more about N and H and decided it would be a much more peaceful exit if I could get some, so now I've dedicated my time and basically the rest of whatever little money I have left trying to find it in Peru. I'm not sure why you'd be so hamstrung about everything. It does seem like for some reason you are tracking my post history, which is a little weird and offputting, but it should be evident from it that I'm practically mapping out my location as I travel through Peru, and I turn to this site to see if I can get more advice or information since I am struggling in these cities I am visiting.
Hi,

I wish I could help, I am also looking for places before I go there on a trip. Do you speak Spanish?
Just enough to ask for the medicine I am looking for. You can get away with a lot from just Google translate, but usually I can tell by their mannerisms if they are trying to shoo me away.
They stopped stocking them or selling that in that Agro... Stores?
Lot of them aren't carrying it anymore unfortunately, or at least don't have a good or ready stock available.
What kinds of responses are you getting?
Either they bluntly say no, or they tell me to come back for a restock. When I come back, they still don't have the stock, but honestly I think they're just driving me away. Basically rinse and repeat every store/every week.
I'm sorry you're not finding it. I last heard that was the place you could still get it. If you have searched high and low it's possible things have changed, thank you for letting us know. (I think others are planning on making that trip.)
Seems like things have changed a lot. I've tried Cusco and Lima as per the pph, but those were empty basically from what I found.
 
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Esokabat

Specialist
Apr 22, 2024
390
Sounds like you're misinterpreting a lot. They stare at me when I ask "tienes halatal" and they firmly say something like "no no no". Or they tell me to come back at a different time (which honestly means they're trying to shoo me away, since I come back and there's still nothing). I've been bouncing between Cusco and Lima trying different streets, and now I'm in Tarapoto as a final gambit.

I came to this site interested in SN, and got the information I needed and successfully bought it, and helped others find the right source. I then learned more about N and H and decided it would be a much more peaceful exit if I could get some, so now I've dedicated my time and basically the rest of whatever little money I have left trying to find it in Peru. I'm not sure why you'd be so hamstrung about everything. It does seem like for some reason you are tracking my post history, which is a little weird and offputting, but it should be evident from it that I'm practically mapping out my location as I travel through Peru, and I turn to this site to see if I can get more advice or information since I am struggling in these cities I am visiting.

Just enough to ask for the medicine I am looking for. You can get away with a lot from just Google translate, but usually I can tell by their mannerisms if they are trying to shoo me away.

Lot of them aren't carrying it anymore unfortunately, or at least don't have a good or ready stock available.

Either they bluntly say no, or they tell me to come back for a restock. When I come back, they still don't have the stock, but honestly I think they're just driving me away. Basically rinse and repeat every store/every week.

Seems like things have changed a lot. I've tried Cusco and Lima as per the pph, but those were empty basically from what I found.
I am tracking all activities relating to Peru as I am also flying there soon. I am not tracking you specifically. I try to give you the benefit of the doubt, but your story is unusual and unique. I have been talking with 3 different people who bought H recently, one of them already passed away. In fact they went there twice, first time they ended up not going through with it and throwing H into the garbage, few weeks later they returned again, and at that time they purchased it again, and went through with it, without bringing it back. So my suspicions is due to the fact that what you report is something nobody reported before, it is also a bit difficult to believe that someone from the US has been living there for months with no Spanish. But, of course, everything can happen, it is not impossible
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
312
I am tracking all activities relating to Peru as I am also flying there soon. I am not tracking you specifically. I try to give you the benefit of the doubt, but your story is unusual and unique. I have been talking with 3 different people who bought H recently, one of them already passed away. In fact they went there twice, first time they ended up not going through with it and throwing H into the garbage, few weeks later they returned again, and at that time they purchased it again, and went through with it, without bringing it back. So my suspicions is due to the fact that what you report is something nobody reported before, it is also a bit difficult to believe that someone from the US has been living there for months with no Spanish. But, of course, everything can happen, it is not impossible
I'm also tracking all news from Peru, also in contact with 3 people who succesfully purchase it. Now the question is who is saying the true. I ownestly do not believe that is so hard to get it. Even if they not gonna sell you in A...V.. Offer 1 k dollars in cash and i strongly doubt they will refuse. For me someone tries to save lifes, but do not understand that he is making more harm.
 
Saul555

Saul555

S'all bad man
Feb 15, 2024
32
I'm also tracking all news from Peru, also in contact with 3 people who succesfully purchase it. Now the question is who is saying the true. I ownestly do not believe that is so hard to get it. Even if they not gonna sell you in A...V.. Offer 1 k dollars in cash and i strongly doubt they will refuse. For me someone tries to save lifes, but do not understand that he is making more harm.
I'm not sure why you guys are hellbent on this narrative that only one of us is "telling the truth". It seems to be that I'm just being unlucky and missing the stores that readily offer it, which is why I went to Tarapoto instead of the bigger cities, and I went to this forum again to ask for help.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
312
I'm not sure why you guys are hellbent on this narrative that only one of us is "telling the truth". It seems to be that I'm just being unlucky and missing the stores that readily offer it, which is why I went to Tarapoto instead of the bigger cities, and I went to this forum again to ask for help.
Have You tried to bribe in the shop? Have You tried to found a vet and bribe him?
 
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suffering_mo

Specialist
May 8, 2024
378
I am tracking all activities relating to Peru as I am also flying there soon. I am not tracking you specifically. I try to give you the benefit of the doubt, but your story is unusual and unique. I have been talking with 3 different people who bought H recently, one of them already passed away. In fact they went there twice, first time they ended up not going through with it and throwing H into the garbage, few weeks later they returned again, and at that time they purchased it again, and went through with it, without bringing it back. So my suspicions is due to the fact that what you report is something nobody reported before, it is also a bit difficult to believe that someone from the US has been living there for months with no Spanish. But, of course, everything can happen, it is not impossible
@Esokabat Were all of these people Spanish speaking men?
 

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