redkitsune98
Broken beyond repair
- Sep 2, 2024
- 179
I've talked many times about how my relationship with my ex was amazing and losing him broke me, and how the trauma made me afraid of even meeting someone new
As a gay man, it is even harder to find people to love with hookup NSA culture
But instead I've come to the realization I could try someone new, and maybe if it felt good I could work on my mental health and live
But the thing is no one ever feels interested in me. Not a single boy ever comes talk to me
I'm at a point even a long distance relationship with a guy from another country could provide me with the comfort and joy of someone caring about me in that manner
But my chances are null and love flees from me no matter what I do
As a gay man, it is even harder to find people to love with hookup NSA culture
But instead I've come to the realization I could try someone new, and maybe if it felt good I could work on my mental health and live
But the thing is no one ever feels interested in me. Not a single boy ever comes talk to me
I'm at a point even a long distance relationship with a guy from another country could provide me with the comfort and joy of someone caring about me in that manner
But my chances are null and love flees from me no matter what I do
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