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Philip

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Oct 23, 2018
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It's all finally here......I can control when I leave now 20190301 151937
 
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Kikoo Loool

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Could you please explain us your protocol?

Good luck!
 
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JustAboutDone

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Am pleased you have your supplies for when you need them x
 
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Dutch

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Feb 13, 2019
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hey philip, hope it feels relaxing now u got everything you need. you gonna do it soon or just wait till your really tired of everything?
 
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Philip

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Oct 23, 2018
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Could you please explain us your protocol?

Good luck!

Thank you.

2 days before, Primperan every 8 hours
I will fast for 12 hours before
Hour before I will take 800mg of Tagamet
30 minutes before one last Primperan
30g of sn in 100ml of water
Chug it down and hope for my peace
 
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Philip

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Oct 23, 2018
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hey philip, hope it feels relaxing now u got everything you need. you gonna do it soon or just wait till your really tired of everything?

It does......hopefully my the end of the month
 
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Kikoo Loool

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Feb 25, 2019
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Thx. When will you start?
 
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Retched

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Oct 8, 2018
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My dear friend... I wish you the peace you seek & as always, if you find that thread of hope, please keep hanging on.
 
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Philip

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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

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Feb 25, 2019
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I want to ctb by the end of the month, so around the 24th....have not decided on the date yet

Ok, give some news during the month, I hope you'll take the best decision.
 
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Philip

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Oct 23, 2018
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I will of course make a thread right before I take it and give updates until I can't.
 
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Cookiedough8956

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Feb 24, 2019
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Good luck to you Philip!
 
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Feb 12, 2019
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Good luck, Philip. I hope everything is as peaceful as possible.
 
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KiraLittleOwl

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Nice to have an exit plan.
What's the expiration date for SN?
 
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venom.52

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Dec 20, 2018
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How long will it take ideally to go unsconscious? Also can you take benzos along with it for anxiety?
 
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Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
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How long will it take ideally to go unsconscious? Also can you take benzos along with it for anxiety?
+- 12 minutes to unconscious and +- 42 minutes to die, but it depends ofcourse a bit on the dose SN you use and how pure it is.
 
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throwaway777

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Oct 3, 2018
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Mine expires at 2029, bought from apcpure. (sealed bottle)
i m gonna buy it from apcpure ... where do u store it ?
 
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@Philip gud luck hope ur suffering will come to an end
 
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Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
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i m gonna buy it from apcpure ... where do u store it ?
i got it on a place on room temperature, i think that's the best place to keep it. same for primperan and acid regs.
 
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venom.52

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Dec 20, 2018
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@Dutch Is it better to take it with DMSO or water?
 
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throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
i got it on a place on room temperature, i think that's the best place to keep it. same for primperan and acid regs.
thank u ... im gonna kms in the summer im just scared that i cant protect it from the humidity and high temperature my room will reach in july ( i dont have an air conditioner ) ... but i shouldnt worry bc the sn will be closed in its bottle and i dont ahve any intention to open it until my d day .. but i read of people here that never opened the bottle but then found out that the sn absorbed humidity even if it was closed .. ??? sorry for derailing the thread @Philip !!

this is from apc pure "Store in cool, well ventilated area. Keep container tightly closed."

i wont have a cool ventilated area in the summer );

any advice pls?
 
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Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
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@Dutch Is it better to take it with DMSO or water?
Well, it looks like that with water is more safe at moment, but some people swear by DMSO, but that method is still more a test then with water. i almost bought DMSO to, but dont wanna fuck up my first suicide attempt. lol
 
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Kingkelly

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Dec 3, 2018
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Well, it looks like that with water is more safe at moment, but some people swear by DMSO, but that method is still more a test then with water. i almost bought DMSO to, but dont wanna fuck up my first suicide attempt. lol
I'm going with water. Like 1/2 a cup.
 
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throwaway777

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Oct 3, 2018
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Well, it looks like that with water is more safe at moment, but some people swear by DMSO, but that method is still more a test then with water. i almost bought DMSO to, but dont wanna fuck up my first suicide attempt. lol
i agree ... for now we have only confirmed attempts from the classical method ... also the last attempts with the dmso seemed not so comforting..
 
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Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
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thank u ... im gonna kms in the summer im just scared that i cant protect it from the humidity and high temperature my room will reach in july ( i dont have an air conditioner ) ... but i shouldnt worry bc the sn will be closed in its bottle and i dont ahve any intention to open it until my d day .. but i read of people here that never opened the bottle but then found out that the sn absorbed humidity even if it was closed .. ??? sorry for derailing the thread @Philip !!

this is from apc pure "Store in cool, well ventilated area. Keep container tightly closed."

i wont have a cool ventilated area in the summer );

any advice pls?

mine is also a little bit lumpy, but if you shake the bottle you feel it's powder again, that's because the apcpure one got anti caking in it. i thought it was moist to when people had lumpy SN, but that's not always the case i guess.
 
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venom.52

Member
Dec 20, 2018
53
Whats the anti-emetic regimen like? Some say you gotta start it before a week? This is my preferred method,but I've got acid reflux/acidity .so Im kinda scared if that'll screw it up..
 
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Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
129
i agree ... for now we have only confirmed attempts from the classical method ... also the last attempts with the dmso seemed not so comforting..
Maybe if people keep testing the DMSO method, that it indeed gonna be better then the ''classic'' method. but for now it's better to use it with water.
 
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Vaughn

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Feb 21, 2019
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Dear Philip,
I have always enjoyed reading you and seeing you on here. I hope to go in the next two week - so "Bon Voyage" for when you go, but have you considered getting some sedatives, anti-anxiety med for your last days ? (I am going to take Ativan for the last week)
 
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