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Noxie

Noxie

Lost in life with no place to belong
Oct 31, 2024
3
Although it will be probably painful (prescription pills& substances), I have found a secure way to take myself out in the comfort of my home. I don't know when I will proceed with it, but it brings me enormous joy and a feeling of safety.
 
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eupdplishlp

eupdplishlp

Please share with me what you are bearing
Jul 15, 2025
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I also have my way out ready and at home. I understand the freeing feeling it gives like a saftey net to fall back on. I wish you peace and comfort in your decision. Anything interesting you'll do with this new found joy?
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you'd feel like that as I always wish I had the same, I wish you the best.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Although it will be probably painful (prescription pills& substances), I have found a secure way to take myself out in the comfort of my home. I don't know when I will proceed with it, but it brings me enormous joy and a feeling of safety.
Prescription pills most likely will not work and unless your "substances" include a large amount of strong opioids, they probably will not work either. As Cake pointed out, most ODs do not work and have a good chance at leaving you worse off.
 
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33K1LLM3

33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sick Mind
Jun 28, 2025
130
Don't do that OP, you will most likely fail and cause serious damage, which will also mean you may not ever get the chance to ctb ever again. Also you don't deserve to put yourself through so much pain, please take care <3
 
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Noxie

Noxie

Lost in life with no place to belong
Oct 31, 2024
3
Prescription pills most likely will not work and unless your "substances" include a large amount of strong opioids, they probably will not work either. As Cake pointed out, most ODs do not work and have a good chance at leaving you worse off.
Don't do that OP, you will most likely fail and cause serious damage, which will also mean you may not ever get the chance to ctb ever again. Also you don't deserve to put yourself through so much pain, please take care <3
Thank you for your kind words, however I am very certain that I can make it work. The pills are used to lessen the effects of the chronic illness that I have. They destroy my liver and not only, I don't see why or how it wouldn't work. I appreciate the worry..I really do. I just don't have any other way out
 
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33K1LLM3

33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sick Mind
Jun 28, 2025
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Thank you for your kind words, however I am very certain that I can make it work. The pills are used to lessen the effects of the chronic illness that I have. They destroy my liver and not only, I don't see why or how it wouldn't work. I appreciate the worry..I really do. I just don't have any other way out
I'm so so sorry for you. It's honestly tragic how this is your only escape, I honestly wish it was better for you. Goodluck ok, and rest easy with your choice <3
 
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