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Everydayismisery

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Jun 25, 2022
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SN was officially scooped up from the package drop off location so no one could confiscate it. I'm so fucking glad I have a way out now.

However, there's (albeit slight) hope for me! A friend just came over and told me he's going to a music festival in Miami and that he bought 4 chocolate bars that have 4 grams of mushrooms in each.

Microdosing psilocybin is literally the last thing I can try to combat my unrelenting depression. So he's dropping off a bar for me tonight and I'm going to try a small therapeutic dose for depression either tomorrow or the next day. I'm not looking to trip. Hoping it works and the effects are somewhat lasting. It's my last resort before I ctb.
 
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anaconda

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Jul 17, 2022
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Glad you have got your SN and hopefully have less anxiety knowing you have it in storage and can ctb whenever you want.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I can imagine that it must be a relief having a way to exit at a time of your own choosing. No one should have to feel like they are trapped in this world. I wish you the best whether you decide to go through with ctb or not.
 
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