Venting Finally bought SN

[kotonearisato]

Finally I found SN and I just placed my order. I feel so relieved, honestly. I haven't finished all my preparations yet, but just knowing I finally have a viable method for peace is helping a lot. Things continue to go wrong, and I know that these things won't ever get better. I can't change my genetics, I can't be in any less pain unless there's a medical miracle. And I can't fix my trauma, either. But I can finally be free of it all, just like I've wished since I was in elementary school. I've debated the idea of more... direct CTB methods, but I don't want to do that to my husband. At least this way, he can know I was at peace and not hurting or scared.

Anyways thanks. I really needed to tell someone but I can't really go talking about it to my friends and family. I hope you all find peace soon, too.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relief, I wish you the best.

 

[maynoname]

I understand your relief. We are here to hear you.

 

[michaellionel]

wish you all the best

 

[BlackCatCrossing]

My first order of SN got taken at customs, so I found a US company that will sell to me. 98% and 200 mg.

Hi, hope you're still with us. Just curious if your SN taken at customs - was it DMC SN from Ukraine?

 

[Davey40210]

Also curious, please let us know OP

 

[Xtrawoes2000]

Hi, hope you're still with us. Just curious if your SN taken at customs - was it DMC SN from Ukraine?

Hey BC? US company???? Hints?

 

[purplesky9]

Finally I found SN and I just placed my order. I feel so relieved, honestly. I haven't finished all my preparations yet, but just knowing I finally have a viable method for peace is helping a lot. Things continue to go wrong, and I know that these things won't ever get better. I can't change my genetics, I can't be in any less pain unless there's a medical miracle. And I can't fix my trauma, either. But I can finally be free of it all, just like I've wished since I was in elementary school. I've debated the idea of more... direct CTB methods, but I don't want to do that to my husband. At least this way, he can know I was at peace and not hurting or scared.

Anyways thanks. I really needed to tell someone but I can't really go talking about it to my friends and family. I hope you all find peace soon, too.

Can you give any hints about your source?

 

[kotonearisato]

Can you give any hints about your source?

I found it from the hints on SS, took me maybe 10 minutes. I'll say it's on the clearnet, and google won't pull it up if that helps :)