Venting Finally bought disposable bbqs

[meatballlover]

After my third supermarket visit I found them. I was pesimistic and automatically thought that surely i will not find them again. Except i did. But i looked at the price tag it said around 12$ for one, i thought it's expensive but then i realised i looked at a wrong price-tag and it actually just cost less than 4$ which is by far less than i expected. I was planning to go with 6 of them (I own a malawi regata 2) because i assumed they each have at the very least 400 grams of charcoal each but it might as well have more. Anyway it was a strange feeling, getting indirectly close to my death that i long for, but at the same time very exciting. Now that i think about it all, it's so fucked up that this is one of the only things that (ironically) bring me life and excitement. I wish i just had a normal life and people didnt fuck around with me like they always do. But there are the circumstances. I eventually only bought only 3 out of 6 with the intention of buying the rest tomorrow. And i have to say, getting so close to the big day is pretty scary but exciting. It makes me question if I can really pull through it or if it really will work. But I think it should work properly.

 

[Ioneliness]

After my third supermarket visit I found them. I was pesimistic and automatically thought that surely i will not find them again. Except i did. But i looked at the price tag it said around 12$ for one, i thought it's expensive but then i realised i looked at a wrong price-tag and it actually just cost less than 4$ which is by far less than i expected. I was planning to go with 6 of them (I own a malawi regata 2) because i assumed they each have at the very least 400 grams of charcoal each but it might as well have more. Anyway it was a strange feeling, getting indirectly close to my death that i long for, but at the same time very exciting. Now that i think about it all, it's so fucked up that this is one of the only things that (ironically) bring me life and excitement. I wish i just had a normal life and people didnt fuck around with me like they always do. But there are the circumstances. I eventually only bought only 3 out of 6 with the intention of buying the rest tomorrow. And i have to say, getting so close to the big day is pretty scary but exciting. It makes me question if I can really pull through it or if it really will work. But I think it should work properly.

how did this end up going for you?

 

[meatballlover]

how did this end up going for you?

Didnt end up going through yet but i kept them as a plan b. I sort of just moved on from that method to be honest and life is tolerable for now.