Finalizing ctb plan

[gambardella]

Hi,
As I'm finalizing my ctb plan I have some several questions. Method will be SN in a hotel and I really don't want to be found during the process. Depending on the time the cleanlady comes in the room, I will try to drink SN ~10-12 hours prior to that.
Firstly, do you think the vomiting and the possible seizures will be loud enough to alert people? I'm thinking of laying on the floor to avoid any noise from falling off the bed or bumping into furniture. Though I kinda wish I could die on a bed at least. But for the vomiting, I'm really scared my neighbours might complain or that it might alert the staff. How can I prevent that? Is a do not disturb sign enough?

Secondly, I'm worried about the time of death. Maximum is said to occur 4 hours after the SN drink. Are there any cases where people took more than 4 hours to pass? Is a 10-hour window enough to make sure I won't be found?

I really can't afford to fail. If I find myself waking up a few days later in a hospital it will destroy me mentally.

Thanks a lot x

 

[NextSummer]

We know from one case here on the forum that a person suicided while the family at daytime was in the house, so it is possible to die silently.

You can put the blanket and cushion on the ground to make it comfortable. What annoys me is that there is impaired thinking after SN intake. I hope I don't walk around and walk into the street after drinking SN. It would make me wake up in hospital and be devastated as you write.

 

[Worndown]

From videos and several threads here, it looks like it prompts you to lie down about ten minutes after drinking. Feeling funny is the comment made. You never hear from them again. They pass out in the videos.
Put some blankets on the floor to be comfortable, soften any noise and catch any mess.

 

[gambardella]

What annoys me is that there is impaired thinking after SN intake. I hope I don't walk around and walk into the street after drinking SN. It would make me wake up in hospital and be devastated as you write.

You mostly fall unconscious I think (according to the guide and some goodbye threads I've read) ? The body will probably be too weak to even get up imo.

From videos and several threads here, it looks like it prompts you to lie down about ten minutes after drinking. Feeling funny is the comment made. You never hear from them again. They pass out in the videos.
Put some blankets on the floor to be comfortable, soften any noise and catch any mess.

Thanks I'll do that. What videos are you talking about though?

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

From videos and several threads here, it looks like it prompts you to lie down about ten minutes after drinking. Feeling funny is the comment made. You never hear from them again. They pass out in the videos.
Put some blankets on the floor to be comfortable, soften any noise and catch any mess.

I was not aware that there were any recordings made public of the SN method. If you would so kindly PM me a link, I would be very interested in seeing this. Thanks.

I really can't afford to fail. If I find myself waking up a few days later in a hospital it will destroy me mentally.

Thanks a lot x

I think a good portion of us fear failure more than death. I know that is true in my case...

If I may ask what has brought you to the point in your life where you wish to no longer live it?

If you want someone to talk to but don't want to discuss it on your thread , feel free to start a conversation or chat with me.

 

[Deformationalplagio]

From videos and several threads here, it looks like it prompts you to lie down about ten minutes after drinking. Feeling funny is the comment made. You never hear from them again. They pass out in the videos.
Put some blankets on the floor to be comfortable, soften any noise and catch any mess.

Are there videos? Im actually intrested in seeing them as i wanna go with sn too

 

[Jean4]

I am going to miss you. Please leave a goodbye thread.

The answer to many of your questions are in here.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[Soul]

@gambardella, instead of lying on the floor I plan to put some extra pillows and cushions on the floor next to the floor in case I fall out. I also plan to splurge on a good enough hotel that sounds of vomiting wouldn't be audible, especially if I have some music playing quietly.

Someone once posted some useful tips regarding hotel stays - I'll try to find it for you.

Update: Here's the thread, in case there's anything useful for you in it:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-check-into-hotel-undetected.19654/post-370236

I'm sorry about whatever has brought you to this x

 

[Moonicide]

I'll be laying in bed. I'm on Lamictal for my Bipolar, but it also helps with seizures. I also have Gabapentin and that also works for seizures. I think I'll be find in the end, and I hope you will be too, love... Like many people have said, definitely post a goodbye thread if you are comfortable with doing so so we can wish you farewell and be with you during your final moments.

Wishing you a safe and peaceful journey.
Sending you all of my love.

 

[gambardella]

@gambardella, instead of lying on the floor I plan to put some extra pillows and cushions on the floor next to the floor in case I fall out. I also plan to splurge on a good enough hotel that sounds of vomiting wouldn't be audible, especially if I have some music playing quietly.

Someone once posted some useful tips regarding hotel stays - I'll try to find it for you.

Update: Here's the thread, in case there's anything useful for you in it:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-check-into-hotel-undetected.19654/post-370236

I'm sorry about whatever has brought you to this x

Thanks for the thread. I thought of a high-end hotel too but personally I don't think I'd feel comfortable enough to do it in there. I'd prefer a room that feels a bit like 'home' (and my home isn't made of king size beds nor luxurious tapestry haha).

I'll be laying in bed. I'm on Lamictal for my Bipolar, but it also helps with seizures. I also have Gabapentin and that also works for seizures. I think I'll be find in the end, and I hope you will be too, love... Like many people have said, definitely post a goodbye thread if you are comfortable with doing so so we can wish you farewell and be with you during your final moments.

Wishing you a safe and peaceful journey.
Sending you all of my love.

I am going to miss you. Please leave a goodbye thread.

The answer to many of your questions are in here.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Oh I definitely will leave a goodbye thread. I owe so much to this community, and I know that I will miss you all very dearly.

Also, looks like a lot of us will be found in similar positions. Same cyanide blue bodies wrapped in blankets on the floor, in different countries, who will have all known each other on one website. Like a secret we all share. That's something to think about.

 

[Quarky00]

Unless cheap motel I don't think people would hear. And even if so, they won't do a thing. I'd be alarmed by severe continuous violent vomiting and lots of banging - but none should happen:) People usually faint. Haven't heard of seizures. Perhaps slight tremors. I have looked through dozens of cases and did not find any with >20g,>4h that survived, correct me if I'm wrong.. Just 2 cents.