Final thoughts( in case i die)

[kk13]

I feel like if this attempt doesn't work nothing ever will. Ill have to jump or maybe i just wont get out of bed forever.
Ive got the noose around my neck now i just have to tie the end to the anchor point. Then i guess thats it.
Its so scary. That i have to go like this. Theres so much i want to see want to do. I know if i stay alive ill never be able to do them. Ill die rather than live like this.
Where did i even go wrong. When i think stuff like that it all comes back to me. Its not the situation or the environment. Its me. I drove myself to my death.
I cant think of a single memory to think of in my final moments. Maybe once i go itll be different.
Its digging into my neck i have to do it sooner or later. I hope i never post on here again

 

[Zyntkalla]

I find it never easy to do it when you know you will never experience life again.

 

[kk13]

I feel like if this attempt doesn't work nothing ever will. Ill have to jump or maybe i just wont get out of bed forever.
Ive got the noose around my neck now i just have to tie the end to the anchor point. Then i guess thats it.
Its so scary. That i have to go like this. Theres so much i want to see want to do. I know if i stay alive ill never be able to do them. Ill die rather than live like this.
Where did i even go wrong. When i think stuff like that it all comes back to me. Its not the situation or the environment. Its me. I drove myself to my death.
I cant think of a single memory to think of in my final moments. Maybe once i go itll be different.
Its digging into my neck i have to do it sooner or later. I hope i never post on here again

I hope this one works please god i cant take another failed attempt anymore.

 

[Abyss Dweller]

May I ask what drove you to this point? I really hope you give life another shot.

 

[hurb]

We are with u fren. Hope whatever happens u get to find peace