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ShinigamiApples

Member
Apr 7, 2023
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In the night, I drove with haste
Ignoring signs and speed limit's grace
But soon enough, I felt the weight
Of metal, glass, and fate's cruel bait

The car spun, a dance of death
I saw my life flash with each breath
And then I saw, through shattered glass
The shadow of Death, a figure of ash

It beckoned me with bony hand
A journey to a darkened land
But fear and pain kept me here
I fought, I screamed, I shed a tear

Now each night, as I close my eyes
I see Death's shadow, hear its cries
I know I cheated fate that day
But I fear Death will have its way.


-ShinigamiApples
 
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Deleted member 60002

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Apr 11, 2023
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Poignant. Thank you so much for sharing.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

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Nov 13, 2021
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In the night, I drove with haste
Ignoring signs and speed limit's grace
But soon enough, I felt the weight
Of metal, glass, and fate's cruel bait

The car spun, a dance of death
I saw my life flash with each breath
And then I saw, through shattered glass
The shadow of Death, a figure of ash

It beckoned me with bony hand
A journey to a darkened land
But fear and pain kept me here
I fought, I screamed, I shed a tear

Now each night, as I close my eyes
I see Death's shadow, hear its cries
I know I cheated fate that day
But I fear Death will have its way.


-ShinigamiApples
Excellent poem!
 
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