final day

[thronesick]

soo i'm gonna jump off my apartment building today.. it's a surreal feeling. most of the day i've been deleting photos and spending time with family i'm relieved but i won't know how it feels to be at that ledge i'm scared i won't be consciously able to jump and i won't have a lot of time to do it as the alarm will go off. i wrote my note and i'm gonna rid of few things but idk i'm scared i'd be too scared to jump and i don't wanna go to the psych ward. i have to go around 2 am EST and i obviously can't talk to anyone i'm close to about it

 

[Red.one]

Dont do it. Pls.

 

[thronesick]

Dont do it. Pls.

hey, why not?

 

[Red.one]

Come to priv
Pls. Im in the same minde space rn.
Pls. Im in the same minde space rn.
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[deepsweetdiver]

Sending hugs your way. I get the strange feeling. Its like the day before a new job or the day before a huge vacation, but infinitely stronger. Its okay to be scared about being scared, everyone who has attempted can agree. I don't know how to get rid of it, but I guess its the same as overcoming a fear like rollercoasters or diving.

This world is unjust and cruel, and its perfectly fine to want to escape. Take your time and enjoy these moments as much as you can. Take care and may you find peace . <3

 

[cazza82]

soo i'm gonna jump off my apartment building today.. it's a surreal feeling. most of the day i've been deleting photos and spending time with family i'm relieved but i won't know how it feels to be at that ledge i'm scared i won't be consciously able to jump and i won't have a lot of time to do it as the alarm will go off. i wrote my note and i'm gonna rid of few things but idk i'm scared i'd be too scared to jump and i don't wanna go to the psych ward. i have to go around 2 am EST and i obviously can't talk to anyone i'm close to about it

Please feel free to private message me if you need to talk about anything I'm here I'm struggling to

 

[opheliaoveragain]

wishing you relief no matter what happens. we're here for you. any of us that have attempted likely know what you're feeling. it's so so normal. if you weren't feeling anything that would frankly be more concerning. enjoy your time right now, the option isn't going anywhere. dms are open

edited to add: if you feel like updating once on your way to your spot, we're right here with you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[roommate]

Wish you the best and if it doesn't work out, just know we're here for you