Fetching SN

[bpdpos1]

Hi people. Wish me luck...a little bit more than two weeks after receiving a letter informing me that my SN has reached my country, I am finally mustering the courage to go pick it up at the post office in the city center. I suffer from quite bad anxiety and depression and tend to hide at home most days. Even the idea of getting on the bus and bumping into people I know makes me anxious and sad as I feel ashamed and like a failure. Plus I'm very scared custom officers will be able to see through me and that somehow something bad happens. I plan to tell them that I'm gonna use the SN to cure meat and make biltong. I hope everything goes well. And if I do get it I will Ctb before the end of the month.