Feels like I’m stuck in a circle

[sirciroc]

Whenever I try to improve myself and feel better it feels like a bunch of hurdles get in my way. It's just one obstacle after another and an endless list of things (that are expensive) that I need to do. It feels like I'm just living to pay for shit. What is the point.

 

[Grimpoteuthis]

Everything feels like a chore that takes a shit ton of effort to just check it off from the list. It is exhausting and seems pointless when the list just goes on until we die.