Feelling suicidal alone without nimbness..only Oi believe in myself....

[Ineedtodie]

My emotion are reaurfacing...funny thing is a person with good faith promiaed a me an employment and sort of a plan.

Harsh insults.
I' m hopeless as seen by others.
I will be fine.
My programing I m aware of.

My cptsd and the void I' m aware of.
My thoughts of shame I' m aware of.
The possibility of getting along is very challenging and almost impossible.

 

[lionetta12]

My emotion are reaurfacing...funny thing is a person with good faith promiaed a me an employment and sort of a plan.

Harsh insults.
I' m hopeless as seen by others.
I will be fine.
My programing I m aware of.

My cptsd and the void I' m aware of.
My thoughts of shame I' m aware of.
The possibility of getting along is very challenging and almost impossible.

C-PTSD is rough, hope you are alright.

 

[Ineedtodie]

C-PTSD is rough, hope you are alright.

I' m alright expect for the emptiness and hard to control emtional flash back with numbness. I have to takenit easy I guess. Life is cruel. I've seen it and heard it all. My heart still pumping.
. I have an appointment with a psycologueon a 7 days and with 2 paycaiatrist in one less n 2 weeks and the other in 4 weeks so at least at can stay medicated. This junary taken care of. I have scooter I' m bring today for repair. All I need is some cash for insurance to avoid legal troubles.
thank you for you wishs.