Venting Feeling of failure

[hersheybar]

I wasnt even able to kill my self properly. This is the most disheartening thing I have ever experienced. I dread every day that I wake up and have to go to work in the car that I shouldn't have waken up in.

 

[AbandonedStudio]

Sorry you feel this way. There's always a chance you succeed next time, so let's hope for that.
May I ask how you tried to ctb?

 

[hersheybar]

Sorry you feel this way. There's always a chance you succeed next time, so let's hope for that.
May I ask how you tried to ctb?

CO in the car. There's an issue with one of the windows that it doesn't close all the way. I didn't notice it until it rained heavily the other day. I guess too much of it escaped.

 

[AbandonedStudio]

I don't know much about this method, but is it possible for you to try it in another space?
Or maybe a totally different method?