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JJMaynard97

JJMaynard97

JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to say Goodbye!!
Mar 17, 2023
131
Just feel lost, have done for awhile. I wanna know am I dead inside and is that it now. Will there every be a redemption? If there is anyone out there feeling same. Let me know your thoughts! 😞🤝😞
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
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A feeling of being lost and dead inside? yeah that's me
 
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JJMaynard97

JJMaynard97

JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to say Goodbye!!
Mar 17, 2023
131
A feeling of being lost and dead inside? yeah that's me
Thankyou for your reply. I do most days too. It's a feeling I don't wanna have to endure anymore.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
Thankyou for your reply. I do most days too. It's a feeling I don't wanna have to endure anymore.
Tired of it, been going on a long time
 
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JJMaynard97

JJMaynard97

JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to say Goodbye!!
Mar 17, 2023
131
My respects and Hope things get better. 🤝
 
cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
844
yeah i get you. i feel lost and dead inside 24/7. its like my body and brain have given up on life already and all thats keeping me here is si. i have no motivation to carry on living but im still here for some reason. hope you find peace eventually, whatever brings it to you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,855
I've always felt lost pretty much, the reality is that existence isn't for me and I'm not meant for this futile process of slowly dying. My existence is so incredibly empty, I'm just waiting to cease existing where finally everything will be forgotten about and I can return to the ideal state of non-existence.
 
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numbed one

Student
May 22, 2023
192
I feel Lost and empty .. numb because of m'y schizophrénia medications.
 
OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
I feel like I reached the dead end, nothing naturally manifests anymore, I have to force every thought and action.

And numb inside from all the suffering in the world.

Redemption?
Season 3 Episode 23 GIF by The Simpsons
 

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