Feeling like a loser

[Ednospatient]

I've tried hanging myself like 10 times but I didn't get it to work. It made me feel like a loser. How do other people make it seem so easy?

I'm annoyed I had a chance to ctb using SN but I was stupid enough to tell someone about my plan. And now I'm stuck on this planet.

 

[Mofreeko]

I've tried hanging myself like 10 times but I didn't get it to work. It made feel like a loser. How do other people make it seem so easy?

I'm annoyed I had a chance to ctb using SN but I was stupid enough to tell someone about my plan. And now I'm stuck on this planet.

Hey don't sweat it. For every 1 successful attempt to ctb there are 25 failures. It sucks wanting to be dead but our instincts force us to remain alive. Did someone take your SN? Could you order more?

 

[JustSwingingTheD]

Don't forget that in the end, the only thing that defines whether you are a loser or not, is whether you feel like a loser or not.

 

[Hollowillow]

I've tried hanging myself like 10 times but I didn't get it to work. It made me feel like a loser. How do other people make it seem so easy?

I'm annoyed I had a chance to ctb using SN but I was stupid enough to tell someone about my plan. And now I'm stuck on this planet.

It seems easy because you didn't see all their failed attempts, only the success in the news?

Did you try full or partial? I'm scared of full. Tried partial 2 tomes to "test" 1 very sure... Couldn't oass out. Rope too high maybe. Or I need to not sit on the floor, hand above the door, die with knee bent?

Buy sn again?

 

[FuneralCry]

I do think that hanging is a difficult method. If it really was so straightforward then you wouldn't see endless posts about it on here. You hear about so many people in the media managing to ctb by hanging and it makes it sound so much easier than it actually is. I do believe that maybe many of those people didn't overthink it too much and just reached a desperate point and went through with it.

But I do envy those people. It really isn't easy the whole process of planning and actually going through with ctb as we live in a world that is not respectful towards those wishing to achieve freedom from this life, they would rather have them suffer until old age, regardless of the quality of life. It's why it's always the best thing to make sure that other people don't find out about ctb plans.