Feeling hopeless lately

[wantingdignity]

Everything feels really fucked. How are you guys getting out of bed?

 

[Shadows From Hell]

Unfortunately, the only reason I get out bed is because I have to go to work.

 

[Headless_Scarecrow]

There arw a couple of things i still like to do, unfortunately everything costs money, so i have to get my ass out of bed to go to work, even if the thought of getting myself fired gets more alluring each day.

 

[Shadows From Hell]

There arw a couple of things i still like to do, unfortunately everything costs money, so i have to get my ass out of bed to go to work, even if the thought of getting myself fired gets more alluring each day.

I wish my company would fire me, but they won't. It's getting harder and harder to go in every night. Only 3 more weeks before I'm out of there.

 

[Headless_Scarecrow]

I wish my company would fire me, but they won't. It's getting harder and harder to go in every night. Only 3 more weeks before I'm out of there.

Nightshits are truly daunting, stay strong 3 weeks are shorter than they feel.

 

[NameOfAction]

Idk. Forced myself to go on a walk today. No reason, just to the park and back. It wasn't bad.
Just, somehow the meaninglessness hits harder, when outside for no reason.
Like I don't belong or have a right to be there. Which is ridiculous, as I am a human and do in fact belong in public spaces.
Good exercise anyway. I cautiously recommend going outside. The trick is to philosophise yourself into doing it despite the lack of meaning, as no other action has meaning either, and lack of action is just cowardace in the face of the absurd.. Or something

 

[Shadows From Hell]

Nightshits are truly daunting, stay strong 3 weeks are shorter than they feel.

Yea, and I work 4 ten hour shifts and off 3 days, so only like 13 days of work left. Can't complain!