Suicidebydeath
No chances to be happy - dead inside
- Nov 25, 2021
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Feeling significantly worse today, it might be a good idea if I don't stick around.
I feel worse all the time.
I feel worse all the time.
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Why do you feel hated? It's like you want to say something but are holding back… this is a safe place, you can say what you're feeling and going through…My suicidal feelings are really strong. Every time I remember something horrible someone did to me they get worse. I couldn't sleep last night. I'll miss my cats.
When people were (edit: nevermind). Maybe I wouldn't have to be here at all then, still suffering. I'd be at peace. I just want to die right now.
Why do pro-lifers keep making things more and more difficult? I shouldn't even be alive right now. I feel dead inside.
Anhedonia is terrible too. I don't feel anything good, but I carry on being alive.
I miss D and R, I wish I could join them.
Noone cares about me.
I feel sad.
I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I'm experiencing the same right now for the past couple weeks. I'm remembering awful things people have said and done to me more vividly and more and more often every day, I cannot do anything anymore without those memories being triggered. I've gone from being able to sleep due to sleep meds, to only being able to sleep 2-3 hours a day this week. I've also gone a couple days without sleep 2 times in past 2 weeks. It's just so difficult to sleep and to be awake, both states suck to be in.My suicidal feelings are really strong. Every time I remember something horrible someone did to me they get worse. I couldn't sleep last night. I'll miss my cats.
When people were (edit: nevermind). Maybe I wouldn't have to be here at all then, still suffering. I'd be at peace. I just want to die right now.
Why do pro-lifers keep making things more and more difficult? I shouldn't even be alive right now. I feel dead inside.
Anhedonia is terrible too. I don't feel anything good, but I carry on being alive.
I miss D and R, I wish I could join them.
Noone cares about me.
I feel sad.
I'm sorry and I hope you'll feel better. I was missing you & just checked if you replied my PM but not yet. Take your time but knkw that I don't hate you, I like you, I hope you don't hate me. Today I saw lots of bullying... Did they hurt you too? I "ignore" 3 people now. The last one mocked that some people reply every post. I never will reply him again. But I look forward to see you. Pamper yourselfFeeling significantly worse today, it might be a good idea if I don't stick around.
I feel worse all the time.
Aww... Try to eat a warm meal. Veggies & meat... Or break an egg in salted water, instant soup. It will give you strength to cope with stress. I take 5 pills of 1g of vitamin C and a magnesium... To calm me. B to heal my brain. Extra B 12.My suicidal feelings are really strong. Every time I remember something horrible someone did to me they get worse. I couldn't sleep last night. I'll miss my cats.
When people were (edit: nevermind). Maybe I wouldn't have to be here at all then, still suffering. I'd be at peace. I just want to die right now.
Why do pro-lifers keep making things more and more difficult? I shouldn't even be alive right now. I feel dead inside.
Anhedonia is terrible too. I don't feel anything good, but I carry on being alive.
I miss D and R, I wish I could join them.
Noone cares about me.
I feel sad.