princessdepression
justlikeyou
- Dec 2, 2021
- 27
Lately I've been feeling even more pointless and pathetic when people ask me the question, why do you want to die? I'm blank. It feels selfish and idiotic. I know it's not, but there's so much and the biggest thing I can say is I'm tired of living in pain. That's never enough, and I'm never enough. It always feels like peoples' pain has to be this tragic history this big story and I too believe that gives them more of a right to not want to be here anymore. I'm just so tired of feeling weak for not knowing every detail of why I want to die and I think it pulls me closer to the edge. Do you guys agree it could be as simple as I'm tired of suffering having a brain in this body, like my whole life has felt like I never belonged to be alive or exist on this plane?