Disconnection is one of the main symptoms of my mental illness. I used to feel a very strong connection to nature, the seasons, and my community. Now its mostly blank. But the blankness is really pain because I know what's missing. Horrible. I think the connection comes back if yoi can beat the depression- which for alot of us we may have decided is not possible. I had some feelings come back when I got on new meds and off my celexa. But they where only negative emotions. Anger, anxiety, etc. I never thought a feeling of anxiety would be slightly refreshing. "Whoa, I actually felt something". Did I mention I hope I die?