Feel so Empty

[angelicisight]

Everything left. It all feels gone. I don't know what happened to it. Did I fall asleep? Maybe I looked away for too long. How can I get it back again?

Did we bump in together or did we join for a reason? Whenever I feel like it's one, I start to think it must be the other.

If it's meant to be, it will come back, but maybe it was never meaning anything at all. I don't know but it makes me feel scared and alone.

I can't sustain this by myself. I don't care enough, but I won't blame you if you leave me alone. I don't deserve for you to be here with me. Bye.

 

[Slasher]

Very well written congrats, besides that I'm geussing this is about heartbreak. this is exactly how I felt with my last relationship, she had bpd and we split often cause she would just bpd split and it felt like the end of the world each time. she never communicated and it was always a slow watch, watching her responses get slower and shorter, the love unreciprocated etc. slowly but surely then we wouldn't talk for weeks and suddenly she would be head over heels for me. eventually I realized that I couldn't keep doing this and told her I didn't want anything romantic but I'd be fine with talking from time to time, sure it was tough but it was best that she exited my life. real feelings don't just go away and if he/she left so easily it wasn't mean to be, accept it and realize that you are better off without them, it might hurt now but in the long term it will benefit you. I wish you the best of luck ;'-)

 

[angelicisight]

Very well written congrats, besides that I'm geussing this is about heartbreak. this is exactly how I felt with my last relationship, she had bpd and we split often cause she would just bpd split and it felt like the end of the world each time. she never communicated and it was always a slow watch, watching her responses get slower and shorter, the love unreciprocated etc. slowly but surely then we wouldn't talk for weeks and suddenly she would be head over heels for me. eventually I realized that I couldn't keep doing this and told her I didn't want anything romantic but I'd be fine with talking from time to time, sure it was tough but it was best that she exited my life. real feelings don't just go away and if he/she left so easily it wasn't mean to be, accept it and realize that you are better off without them, it might hurt now but in the long term it will benefit you. I wish you the best of luck ;'-)

That's nice you made the best decision for yourself. No I don't know what this was about. I just felt it in the air. It was like I was waiting and unable to work for so long. It all felt so massive. Then I started to finally feel better today. I started working, and I thought it would take a lot of my time. Instead I only worked for two hours and I was all caught up. I don't know, but it didn't feel like that was enough. I needed more, so I started to feel sad. I wasn't ready to turn back on my leads yet. I don't know why. I don't know. I just felt something in the air, so I took it out of there, and put it in my head. This is what came out.

 

[Slasher]

That's nice you made the best decision for yourself. No I don't know what this was about. I just felt it in the air. It was like I was waiting and unable to work for so long. It all felt so massive. Then I started to finally feel better today. I started working, and I thought it would take a lot of my time. Instead I only worked for two hours and I was all caught up. I don't know, but it didn't feel like that was enough. I needed more, so I started to feel sad. I wasn't ready to turn back on my leads yet. I don't know why. I don't know. I just felt something in the air, so I took it out of there, and put it in my head. This is what came out.

you are a great writer holy shit props to you