Venting feel like i'm getting worse

[piercedwounds]

I honestly was doing okay for months but I can feel myself slowly slipping back into a worse mental state everyday, have no one to speak too, no goals in life, just nothing at all :') nothing helps anymore not anime, not music not even video games. I feel like my time is almost up, I always knew I would end up ctb my whole life it just was WHEN would I?

Sorry to vent so much, I truly just have no one to talk to about this at all

 

[cme-dme]

Hey, we're all here to vent so don't apologize. Everything you have said here is exactly how I feel on a daily basis so I understand your pain. I hope you can find happiness and meaning in life, despite how futile it may seem. I struggle with this too...

 

[piercedwounds]

Hey, we're all here to vent so don't apologize. Everything you have said here is exactly how I feel on a daily basis so I understand your pain. I hope you can find happiness and meaning in life, despite how futile it may seem. I struggle with this too...

thank you, you're very kind <3 It hurts to hear someone feels the same way I do but also comforting so thank you again.

 

[aztexi]

I honestly was doing okay for months but I can feel myself slowly slipping back into a worse mental state everyday, have no one to speak too, no goals in life, just nothing at all :') nothing helps anymore not anime, not music not even video games. I feel like my time is almost up, I always knew I would end up ctb my whole life it just was WHEN would I?

Sorry to vent so much, I truly just have no one to talk to about this at all

Same thing here. It's like hollow feeling inside your mind/heart, but at the same time, I'm just too much of a coward to ctb.

Also, don't apologize. You're using this site, it's a safe place to vent :)