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breathingblues

breathingblues

Dream alive...
Aug 14, 2025
17
Well, everyone I reach out to leaves me alone, abandons me and does so very quickly... It's like they can sense something that I'm not at all. I feel they see some sort of monster in me, whilst I can simply never be that.

I don't want to live, but, I can't understand at all why this is happening. My family is keeping my inheritance away from me, right out of college, I have to get a job and loans just to get by.

When I look at this year, all I feel is how can a man like me be so punished... I never did anyone wrong. I pray that I be killed, honestly.
 

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