idk lol haha today my dad was angry a bit and started scolding everyone including me my brother and my mom. for context im a university student with one semester left and im not very productive as a person and have no idea what career i'll do. in fact im not very inclined or motivated to do anything. long story short, my dad is tired of me not taking enough responsibility and making enough progress towards anything (he told me to do a course online which i'm doing pretty slowly. in addition to this, i don't exercise like he would want me to and neither do i talk about my problems).
he said if this continues there's no need for me to stay in his house- and that i can go out on my own and do whatever i please and commit suicide if i want. and he's said similar stuff before. i did expect them to get sick of my stuff at some point but honestly didnt expect it to be even before uni gets over lol. and i mean yeah i guess since im already thinking of ctbing i should just get done with it since it'll be less burden on everyone.
my brother did kinda get upset at my dad saying the suicide thing and told him he shouldn't have said that but yeah
he said if this continues there's no need for me to stay in his house- and that i can go out on my own and do whatever i please and commit suicide if i want. and he's said similar stuff before. i did expect them to get sick of my stuff at some point but honestly didnt expect it to be even before uni gets over lol. and i mean yeah i guess since im already thinking of ctbing i should just get done with it since it'll be less burden on everyone.
my brother did kinda get upset at my dad saying the suicide thing and told him he shouldn't have said that but yeah
