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DeadAgain

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Sep 22, 2024
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Fear of dying
I think many people feel the same way as I do.
I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of dying.
There is no reason to ridicule this fear.
If I had access to a gun, I would no longer be here.
But I have to make do with SN and over-the-counter painkillers.
I don't have anything else at my disposal.
What scares me most is the long period of time until death occurs and the
sometimes contradictory statements regarding pain.

"She coughs a bit and says fuck 3 times in a low voice. (perhaps theres some pain/ discomfort?)"

"tried to say something, body is convulsing"
That scares me. What else do these people want to tell us???
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,116
It's understandable to me as personally all I wish for is a painless death without any suffering, I wish for a death like never waking again, I don't wish to experience anything at all but rather I just want nothingness. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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