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Farewell (CTB with SN Today)

K-O

K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
1,462
:heart:M:heart:R:heart:M:heart:
 
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William Barker

William Barker

Experienced
Mar 25, 2020
216
Farewell, my friend.
 
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xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
We love you. :heart: How are you feeling?
 
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Erase.myself

Erase.myself

My body is a prison
Jan 4, 2020
198
Living sucks said:
I thought the Meto made you sick last time?
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I strongly believe it was not the meto. Looking back I'm positive it was anxiety because I started thinking of my mom. I was not at peace that I didn't hug her one last time . Got to say goodbye and hug her Wednesday. All is well
Briannacondaaa said:
We love you. :heart: How are you feeling?
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I love you all too. I am feeling very calm and anticipating the last beat my broken heart will take.
K-O said:
:heart:M:heart:R:heart:M:heart:
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Awe you are the sweetest putting my initials with hearts. So many hugs to you. ♥️
 
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WinterFaust

WinterFaust

Shimmer
Apr 13, 2020
412
Sending you lots of love. I'm glad you feel much calmer and at peace this time around. I'm sorry you've been through such suffering but I hope you find the peace you're looking for ❤️
 
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K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
1,462
thank you dear friend x
and if you wish here is a a brilliant gentle peaceful 2 album night night tune for you.
 
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theguineapigking

Useless piece of trash
Dec 5, 2019
593
Erase.myself, you're awesome. I know it's close to your time to go. I'll be right here.
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
I'm sorry about your BPD, Depression, Anxiety, and PTSD. I have all those, and I can relate to how VERY tough it is to live with these.....I may soon join you, though I have to wait for the right time, as do we all in this struggle. I wish you well on your journey. I always enjoyed reading your stuff! and I want you to know that I wish you a very peaceful journey. Sending much love and peace to you.....
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
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May God and your loved ones guide you to eternal peace.
 
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Erase.myself

My body is a prison
Jan 4, 2020
198
Drank it. So salty. Hugs to u alll. Calling my friend now
 
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LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
I wish you so much peace!
 
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MissKatrina

Experienced
Apr 6, 2020
258
Rest peacefully.
 
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avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Not sure if it worked or not. Was on the phone with her and she started puking. A lot. Said she was sleepy and dizzy and then her speech became difficult to comprehend. After a bit of silence, I said I hope she finds the peace she was looking for. More silence, labored breathing, then her phone abruptly hung up. Not sure if she did it accidentally or on purpose...I do miss her already. She was a sweet, caring and funny person with a unique insight into the world. She helped me through some rough days, gave me some insight into human nature and made me laugh. She will be missed.....
 
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K-O

K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
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avoid_slow_death said:
Not sure if it worked or not. Was on the phone with her and she started puking. A lot. Said she was sleepy and dizzy and then her speech became difficult to comprehend. After a bit of silence, I said I hope she finds the peace she was looking for. More silence, labored breathing, then her phone abruptly hung up. Not sure if she did it accidentally or on purpose...I do miss her already. She was a sweet, caring and funny person with a unique insight into the world. She helped me through some rough days, gave me some insight into human nature and made me laugh. She will be missed.....
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thank u for that.
i hope she is at peace.
im worried though from your description.
 
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TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
avoid_slow_death said:
Not sure if it worked or not. Was on the phone with her and she started puking. A lot. Said she was sleepy and dizzy and then her speech became difficult to comprehend. After a bit of silence, I said I hope she finds the peace she was looking for. More silence, labored breathing, then her phone abruptly hung up. Not sure if she did it accidentally or on purpose...I do miss her already. She was a sweet, caring and funny person with a unique insight into the world. She helped me through some rough days, gave me some insight into human nature and made me laugh. She will be missed.....
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Thank you for sharing the experience. Hope you doing well.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
Well if she called for help. We will hear from her eventually. If it was accidental as she was passing out, I hope it was peaceful. Didn't sound good unfortunately. Sucks how some can seem fairly uneventful and some painful. RIP
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Sad to see you go. Hope you find peace.
 
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LastRide

Specialist
Jan 23, 2020
369
Erase.myself said:
I love you all too. I am feeling very calm and anticipating the last beat my broken heart will take.
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What a beautiful way to say farewell...I send you hugs, love and I wish you all the best...see you soon on the other side !
 
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K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
1,462
avoid_slow_death said:
Not sure if it worked or not. Was on the phone with her and she started puking. A lot. Said she was sleepy and dizzy and then her speech became difficult to comprehend. After a bit of silence, I said I hope she finds the peace she was looking for. More silence, labored breathing, then her phone abruptly hung up. Not sure if she did it accidentally or on purpose...I do miss her already. She was a sweet, caring and funny person with a unique insight into the world. She helped me through some rough days, gave me some insight into human nature and made me laugh. She will be missed.....
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it is a good thing you did for her.
so you know.
:heart:
 
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avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
K-O said:
it is a good thing you did for her.
so you know.
:heart:
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I couldn't leave her to go alone. She was a good soul with a broken heart and a lot of problems. But she still was one of the most wonderful people I have met. Loved animals, kids and helping others who had nobody to help them. The world is a little but darker now and we should all be a little more sad because of it. But, if you TRULY want to honor her memory, please, do what she did and reach out to help those who cannot get help. I don't mean in a save people here kind of way, unless that's your intent, I mean be a comfort or a provider. Just be kind and help. In any fashion you can....
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
Rest in peace. Not so sure about SN now after hearing all these reports
 
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K-O

K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
1,462
avoid_slow_death said:
I couldn't leave her to go alone. She was a good soul with a broken heart and a lot of problems. But she still was one of the most wonderful people I have met. Loved animals, kids and helping others who had nobody to help them. The world is a little but darker now and we should all be a little more sad because of it. But, if you TRULY want to honor her memory, please, do what she did and reach out to help those who cannot get help. I don't mean in a save people here kind of way, unless that's your intent, I mean be a comfort or a provider. Just be kind and help. In any fashion you can....
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off course dear. i relate to her a lot tbh.
also if you are ever in a rut i am here.
literally and truly.
x
 
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Gregorius

Better die with a smile than live with tears
Mar 16, 2020
50
InTheAirTonight said:
Rest in peace. Not so sure about SN now after hearing all these reports
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Sleepiness and vomiting are not something to be afraid of. There are worse things
 
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Readytogo100

New Member
May 10, 2020
1
Rip I hope you were able to CTB like you wanted to. I ordered my SN and I hope to be behind you shortly
 
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Deathwish1968

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Oct 30, 2019
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RIP. Hope you could make it peacefully.
 
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