TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
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Does anyone else do these in order to cope? I don't know what I would have done if not for these things that are the only things that bring me warmth and enjoynment, at least temporarily. Since I'm not wanted anywhere, fantasizing is the only thing I can do in order to not completely go insane. After the breakdown I had last night I automatically started to fantasize. About love, affection. I find myself fantasizing about him messaging me back and continue being best friends and I can't tell more cause it's honestly pathetic and embarassing. I know I'm a loser but there's nothing much to do about it. Been doing this since I was 13 I think.