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[enlightened_suicide]

I decided to take the SN, but I wanted to eat hella xanax first.
So I started stumbling and slurring and before I was about to make my cups but
I went to the bathroom and I fell so my family called 911 and they took the rest of my xanax
and my bottle of SN and I thought my dad had took the SN but he said the cops took it bc
its a drug people sniff lmaooo Well i told him it was for a youtube video

BUT I AM SO FUCKING MAD I HAVE TO START OVER
and on top of all that the hospital did not give my wallet back so I have no $ until I can go back :( FML

 

[InTheAirTonight]

Well damn. Glad you're ok. Don't do it at home if you're not alone. How was the Xanax though? How much you take? It just knocked you out?

 

[Erase.myself]

I am so sorry this happened to you. I've been prescribed benzos for a long time (Xanax and/or Klonopin) and know that when you take too many mg, you can easily start stumbling around, fall over, slurring, and blackout. How many mg did you take? Please be careful with this. If your intention is to ctb please try and be more cautious as to the amount of benzos you take. I also get concerned about this for my own ctb because too many benzos can cause for me blacking out and unaware of what I'm doing or unaware of my goal..

And I'm so sorry that your parents found you and that the cops took your SN and that the hospital kept your wallet. That sounds like a horrible experience. I am glad you are okay. *Sending hugs*

 

[Quarky00]

I hope you are okay . Sounds really shitty ! Total mess . Can't believe about the wallet

I'm using this to reiterate that people should follow Guide and read FAQ . Benzos can really knock a person down stronger/sooner than expected . They also affect in a very gradual way that the person cannot control or notice . And it's individual . They should be tested well before ctb day . The entire SN process should be done sitting down . It's inadvisable to get up to make things (or pee) . Prepare SN before benzo effects .

I'm posting direct link to Sedatives/Benzos. And resource page:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/649564/

I'm not criticizing OP I'm just emphasizing that this really need to be done in a very thoughtful careful orderly manner .



You seem to be taking rather well (disappointed, laughing, angry - mixed emotions lol) -- let us know how you are doing!

 

[Jumper Geo]

Glad your still with us anyway you know there is a lesson to be learned here, but for the life of me I don't know what it is, lol, glad your alive and able to talk to us on SS. Never mind it wasn't your time don't be mad be happy you can explore your life now, knowing it was almost over, eat and drink some nice food.

Best wishes

Geo

 

[Quarky00]

there is a lesson to be learned here

Strap wallet to body with chain and/or with super glue . (too soon?)

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I decided to take the SN, but I wanted to eat hella xanax first.
So I started stumbling and slurring and before I was about to make my cups but
I went to the bathroom and I fell so my family called 911 and they took the rest of my xanax
and my bottle of SN and I thought my dad had took the SN but he said the cops took it bc
its a drug people sniff lmaooo Well i told him it was for a youtube video

BUT I AM SO FUCKING MAD I HAVE TO START OVER
and on top of all that the hospital did not give my wallet back so I have no $ until I can go back :( FML

So sorry this happened to you. It really sucks the cops took your SN. I didn't know people sniffed SN.
Hopefully you are able to order more SN without being watched.
I don't understand why the hospital didn't give your wallet back? Was that intentional ?

 

[enlightened_suicide]

Thank you everyone!
I'm doing alright, I called the hospital and they do have my wallet
and I ordered more SN a couple hours ago, so no hard feelings
I think it would be funny since dirty cops always take ur drugs, if they tried some.
Share the Love <3

 

[muffin222]

I'm sorry things went awry. Benzos can be tricky like that...you can be so fucked up you practically lose control of your body.

I hope things work out for you the way you want them to

 

[autumnal]

Glad your still with us anyway you know there is a lesson to be learned here, but for the life of me I don't know what it is [...]

The lessons to be learned by @enlightened_suicide are those that @Quarky00 has already stated perfectly:

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I'm using this to reiterate that people should follow Guide and read FAQ . Benzos can really knock a person down stronger/sooner than expected . They also affect in a very gradual way that the person cannot control or notice . And it's individual . They should be tested well before ctb day . The entire SN process should be done sitting down . It's inadvisable to get up to make things (or pee) . Prepare SN before benzo effects .​

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[asifkhanny12345]

I decided to take the SN, but I wanted to eat hella xanax first.
So I started stumbling and slurring and before I was about to make my cups but
I went to the bathroom and I fell so my family called 911 and they took the rest of my xanax
and my bottle of SN and I thought my dad had took the SN but he said the cops took it bc
its a drug people sniff lmaooo Well i told him it was for a youtube video

BUT I AM SO FUCKING MAD I HAVE TO START OVER
and on top of all that the hospital did not give my wallet back so I have no $ until I can go back :( FML

How many xanax

 

[enlightened_suicide]

How many xanax

I ate like 15 bars lmaoo so like 30 mgs

 

[toomuchtimetodie]

Strap wallet to body with chain and/or with super glue . (too soon?)

Haha, you need more than that in hospital... Don't forget the easy access to scalpals and radio to keepers "emergency bolt cutters please for... Warm. Heart valve is very tough."