Failed yet again

[why am i alive?]

I have tried more than I can count. And I did so much research. Yet I am still alive. Nothing works. I'm so frustrated. Why can't I just take a pill which will kills me immediately

 

[LostSoul1965]

I have tried more than I can count. And I did so much research. Yet I am still alive. Nothing works. I'm so frustrated. Why can't I just take a pill which will kills me immediately

Sorry for your frustration. This shit is hard. What did you try may I ask?

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really awful, I find it so hellish how people cannot just have the option to easily die in peace, it's extreme unacceptable cruelty how suicide is this difficult, I understand why you'd feel so frustrated. I just wish for a painless suicide pill as well, to be able to just peacefully die would be such a relief for me, I get that it's so torturous and dreadful feeling trapped here.

 

[drearysunrise]

I'm sorry. It's so frustrating that we can do all of the research in the world and still have no guaranteed, accessible, and peaceful methods. Society makes it so hard for those who are suffering to find relief

 

[why am i alive?]

Sorry for your frustration. This shit is hard. What did you try may I ask?

Full suspension tonight and multiple times before. Partial suspension and SWB

 

[why am i alive?]

SN & CO seem more reliable.

I have no access to those

 

[zjay-0v3rit!]

Full suspension tonight and multiple times before. Partial suspension and SWB

Sorry it didnt work out. Were you found? Ive failed to CTB once before and i know it sucks

 

[Justnotme]

Did your self-preservation instinct work?
Or did you start to suffocate and it was painful?
:(

 

[ADBoy777]

I'm sorry you went through this. I hate that it's really challenging to end life. They keep telling us about free decision all over the world but when it comes to the most simple decision about the will to live they make it so hard.

I hope you will find a method which works fine and non painful. May you find peace

 

[why am i alive?]

Sorry it didnt work out. Were you found? Ive failed to CTB once before and i know it sucks

Some of them yes, the last one no. I was still breathing and my head was feeling like it's gonna burst. Then SI kicked in

 

[zjay-0v3rit!]

Some of them yes, the last one no. I was still breathing and my head was feeling like it's gonna burst. Then SI kicked in

Thanks for sharing. Sorry it didnt work out. Peace to you

 

[why am i alive?]

Did your self-preservation instinct work?
Or did you start to suffocate and it was painful?
:(

Both