Failed suicide attempt... again

[Notwinnernotawin]

I tried to jump out of the window three times today. My mom caught me all the times. I started studying and I thought things were very well, but my classmates started to bully me. My mom don't want me to abandon my duties, she says I have to study in order to get a job. But I prefer to get a freaking job instead of being circled my morons during the afternoon and listening to their voices in my head mocking me. I just want to die.

 

[Obliviate]

I'm so sorry you had to go through that. What kinds of things would the bullies do? You know a good strategy to get rid of them is where you just act like it doesn't bother you. Bullies are looking for vulnerable people to prey on. If they sense the fear in you it will be easy for them and they get the satisfaction but if you roll your eyes and say simple attitude remarks like "whatever" "get a life" something with mindless attitude, they no longer get that satisfaction because they see it doesn't bother you and there's a big chance they will stop. Or you can always curse them out, record show it to teachers but teachers and school systems are corrupt so idk how much that will work. I was bullied when I was younger too and when studying it this is what I analyzed. Bullies bully because they were bullied.
Look them up and down an degrade them, belittle them and make them and their power small. Talk about how dumb they are.

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine that it must had been very awful going through the failed attempt. It really should be easier to leave this world behind and others should have no right to interfere with our decision to be gone, suicide should be respected as a personal decision. But it really can be awful how other people can just make things worse and create more suffering and harm than there already is. It must be tiring and hard to deal with being in that situation, but I wish you the best.