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LilaBlues
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- Oct 2, 2023
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Hi there,
I have several pretty shitty diseases that lead to a suicide attempt with Chloroquine, Diazepam and MCP. I know there has been a little bit of confusion if you can use Diazepam but there have been many successes and I did it according to the final exit book. In my case I have gastroparesis, I was found after 12h with massive rhadomyolysis. No fun, I am in a wheelchair, muscle is gone and I was really sure with my MCP dosages beforehand I would not survive that. As one can imagine after ICU stay for over a week I am now stuck on psych ward. I want out ASAP. I want out of my sick body and out off this life. I thought about hanging, but this is very cruel I think. Also I am extremely weak, so training partial hanging is not easy. I have about two hours per night. Could somebody recommend me something? I really don't want to hurt my sorroundings, but my body is too sick and I want out.
Thank you!
I have several pretty shitty diseases that lead to a suicide attempt with Chloroquine, Diazepam and MCP. I know there has been a little bit of confusion if you can use Diazepam but there have been many successes and I did it according to the final exit book. In my case I have gastroparesis, I was found after 12h with massive rhadomyolysis. No fun, I am in a wheelchair, muscle is gone and I was really sure with my MCP dosages beforehand I would not survive that. As one can imagine after ICU stay for over a week I am now stuck on psych ward. I want out ASAP. I want out of my sick body and out off this life. I thought about hanging, but this is very cruel I think. Also I am extremely weak, so training partial hanging is not easy. I have about two hours per night. Could somebody recommend me something? I really don't want to hurt my sorroundings, but my body is too sick and I want out.
Thank you!