Tried to kill myself by oding abt 2 weeks ago. As u can guess it did not kill me. What it did do though was give me full body tremors and schizophrenic hallucinations for the whole entire day when I woke up. Luckily the body tremors and hallucinations vanished the next day when I went to sleep. Its a good thing I didn't permanently fuck up my brain, otherwise I would've been struggling a lot more than I already was. I wanna look for another od method but idk if I should since im still a little traumatized from my ctb attempt
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I'm sorry the attempt failed and you had to suffer so much but ODs usually don't work except a few ones that are mainly described in the PPH. Would you share what meds you tried to OD on? Only if you want ofc!
Whether you should attempt any time soon is up 2 u. Nobody will be able to answer this for you. Why do you wanna die?
Whether you should attempt any time soon is up 2 u. Nobody will be able to answer this for you. Why do you wanna die?
finishLana
Student
- Dec 12, 2021
- 136
Failing an attempt is rough. Especially if there are lingering affects. ODs rarely work, especially with OTC or prescription drugs, so don't feel bad. Maybe try picking a different method with a higher chance of success? Either way, don't rush things. Be gentle with yourself for the next few days and try to relax.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 39,663
That sounds so dreadful, it's so cruel to me how trying to die can go wrong and lead to more suffering as a result, I wish there's the option to just simply die in peace and never exist ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.
