Method F and the Dark Market - The ultimate pain free exit? - MEGATHREAD -

[NekoNomNom]

This is actually my plan B, should my first method not work out. However, I plan to use patches.

 

[faraway_beach]

~snip~
But valuable refreshing experiential info that came about from the incident- it can be quick and painless, pleasant even. If no one is around to "rescue" you.

Thank you for your valuable first-hand report. I'm seriously considering F if I can get it.

 

[Kotochan]

Hi can anyone message me with sources for F? I've attempted with it before but it was awhile ago and idk who are the good dealers now. ty

 

[AlreadyGone]

Hi can anyone message me with sources for F? I've attempted with it before but it was awhile ago and idk who are the good dealers now. ty

From the various threads I stumbled upon, it seems like there is no way to get legit F on the darkweb anymore.

 

[oono]

on some markets there is F in vidal gel patch, apparently it can be smoked or injected (so also drunk I suppose?) In short what do you think?

 

[Amumu]

It depends on the seller's reputation

 

[AspirationalSuicide]

How long does it usually take to come through the mail?

 

[oono]

It depends on the seller's reputation

the seller has a good reputation, his patch F can be smoked or injected. So I wonder which is the most effective? does drinking F also do the job?

 

[lost_soul83]

THIS POST IS FOR INFORMATIONAL PURPOSES ONLY
USE THE INFORMATION AT YOUR OWN RISK.


IS F THE RIGHT CHOICE FOR ME?​

Finding the right exit for myself has been a challenge. I personally have been searching for a pain free method that is quick and worry free of failure. While no method is perfect, the method below is what I believe to be as close as possible to a peaceful demise using F. For those who don't know what that is, it is Fentanyl, a synthetic heroin that is 50-100x stronger than morphine. This method is not the easiest to accomplish in aspects of gathering materials. In my opinion, it is similar to that of Nembutal (N) but far easier to obtain (still not the easiest method, but that not the point of this article). This article will cover all the bases of F, what causes death, a few methods of administration and a suggestion section on how people use the Dark Market aka Deep Web (DM) safely to obtain F along with the risks associated with this method. I will break this into several chapters thus eliminating the need to read all of it if you do not want to.

THE RISKS OF USING DARK MARKETS:​

To begin, let's discuss the risks of using the Dark Market. Many people have concerns over being scammed, having illegal substances mailed to them or in their home, the drugs received not being potent enough, difficulty setting up your computer or not knowing how to access the market or just overall "it seems too complicated". Believe me, it is far easier than you would think. With that my response is the same. Death itself is complicated and taking your own life is not easy. But if you can minimize risk and pain, it is in my true belief that this is the ultimate pain free death and is worth the risk for myself. There are serious risks to consider, the most important being that I may be arrested for having substances mailed to my home. But, with proper preparation you can avoid this. The DM is full of scamsters, just like the rest of the world. Thankfully, even in a place as shady as the DM, administrators of these sites have taken precautions to protect consumers from getting scammed. Most DM's are governed by peers and use ranking systems for vendors just like eBay. Purchasing from a trusted vendor with thousands of sales and great reviews is the norm and there are multiple listings for F in multiple countries with great reviews. You will want to purchase from YOUR OWN COUNTRY if you can. This will avoid customs and your are much more likely to receive your product. The horror stories you hear of people being busted from DM sales are true, but they generally are from people who did not protect themselves and their online identity or were purchasing large amounts of product. Believe me, your local postal inspector does not have the time to track down a gram of H or F, there are hundreds of thousands of pounds of drugs mailed every day all around the world, you are small potatoes. The highly rated vendors are good at what they do, they use great methods to get you your product and want repeat business. Not to say its flawless, there is risk. But far less than ordering N. If you are not willing to take this risk, this method may not be for you and I will save you the time of reading all this now.

WHAT DOES F DO TO ME AND HOW WILL I DIE?​

When heroin enters the body, it travels via the bloodstream to the brain, where it is quickly converted to morphine. Morphine is then available for binding at what are called mu-opioid receptors in the brain. Mu-opioid receptors are located throughout the brain and in the brainstem. Those located in the brainstem inhibit the workings of the respiratory centers found there, leading to a condition known as respiratory depression. During a heroin overdose, a relatively large amount of morphine becomes available to the brain. When this large amount of morphine binds to mu-opioid receptors in the brainstem, profound respiratory depression results and person going thru a heroin overdose eventually stops breathing. When this occurs, oxygen supply to the brain and heart plunges, and the victim dies from cardiac arrest secondary to respiratory arrest. If the individual does not succeed in a death related OD, brain damage or other organ damage is likely. Thus it is important to leave yourself time to not be found and use a lethal amount to achieve desired effect.

WHAT WILL I LIKELY FELL DURING THIS?​

During the initial experience of using F, you may feel euphoric and an intense feeling of calm, if you feel anything at all. You will likely feel heavy, like a deep sleep is looming, this is generally very relaxing and you will begin to nod off. This is the typical experience for a first time user that is not using the amounts we are discussing (far less that is). The amount I plan to use (2 grams, yes it is overkill) is going to bring myself to a quick and deep sleep, I likely will not even comprehend consciousness as soon as it is administered. The effects are immediate and the side effects take place while unconscious (it is possible for vomiting or seizures, which one would not be conscious for at all). This is not a method that you will be able to change your mind, if someone were to proceed with this method they will be unconscious before you can change your fate.

HOW MUCH OF THIS STUFF WILL KILL ME?​

F is strong. REALLY strong. As discussed above it is 50-100 times more potent than heroin. The stuff is nasty, killing thousands of people a year on accident. In comparison, this is what the average OD amount is for Heroin, Fentanyl and Carfentanil. Don't worry about the last one, odds of you getting your hands in this are slim to none, if you do, congrats. it is 1,000x as strong as morphine. Now in terms of OD, it only takes MICROGRAMS of fentanyl. Yes that is correct. 100% pure F will only take you 0.002 grams where as on the dark web one would likely purchase 1.0 grams. In perspective, if you had 100% pure F that would be 1,000,000 times the needed dose. Why am I shooting for two? I prefer the premium insurance plan and there is no telling if you have 100% pure. Even if you had only 1% pure that would be 10,000x the lethal dose at 1 gram. User reviews on DM products will tell you how good it is and generally speaking on the DM, most F listings will state "THIS WILL KILL YOU, NOT FOR BEGINNERS". Thats not a lie.

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HOW WOULD SOMEONE GO ABOUT ADMINISTERING F?​

There are a few different methods to administering F, the most lethal and preferred way being by injection. Injection is going to be the quickest onset and there is no reversing this unless someone has discovered you quickly afterwords and administered Naloxone (NARCAN) which is an opiate blocker that can be injected inter muscular or in a given via nasal spray. Other methods include (in order of lethality) plugging (anal insertion) smoking, snorting and ingesting. Snorting and ingesting are the two most likely methods to fail with as you may vomit the product up. My preferred method is using an IV bag with 0.9% Sodium Chloride, your standard fluid IV bag. These can be purchased online from Canada without a prescription, the more difficult task is to administer the cannula IV to your self. Mixing the F with the IV fluids is the easy part as F easy dilutes with water. If you choose not to practice inserting a Cannula IV, one may wish to go to the hospital and ask for fluids and simply leave after the cannula is inserted. This is a matter of personal preference, as I would like to be in my bed when I go with some great music playing, release the IV lever and CTB. A injection will accomplish the same thing and there are plenty of videos on youtube on how to inject.

SHOULD I TAKE F BY ITSELF? ARE THERE INTERACTIONS WITH OTHER DRUGS?​

F is a central nervous system depressant. If you drink alcohol or take benzos, you are more likely to overdose. This may also help with SI, which once someone begins, there is no turning back.

HOW DO I GET THIS STUFF AND HOW MUCH DOES THIS COST?​

I can not answer this directly, what I can do is provide information on how to access the dark market and how to protect your identity. Please do not message me asking details on where to purchase this. I will not provide information, I am not a drug dealer. With a little due diligence on your part you will have no issues obtaining this on your own. This is something you would choose to do at your own risk. With that said....The total cost is approx. $300-500 USD. The entire process will take 15 minutes to get setup on your computer.

1.) The first thing you are going to want to do is purchase a VPN (virtual private network). This is going to block your IP address, a unique set of numbers tied to your computer network that identify you. This is the most basic form of internet identity protection and is the bare minimum required, there is more the you can do but DO NOT DO LESS THAN THIS. Honestly you should already be using one for this site. I prefer the company NORD, they offer a double layer VPN protection that will mask your IP twice using two different servers. Im not going to get into the technicalities of this, just understand that you need it. The cost is $11 for one month.

2.) When you have downloaded NORD or a similar VPN, go to duckduckgo.com (Not google) and search for TOR. You will want to download TOR. This is a web browser that is required to access the deep web. TOR was originally designed for whistleblowers and government agency's to exchange sensitive information anonymously. It works great and is what the underworld of the DM is built on. Instead of using .org or .coms TOR uses what's called onions or .onions
You will need TOR the same way you would need Safari, Chrome or Internet Explorer to browse the internet. Onion sites will not work on normal web browsers.

3.) SKIP THIS STEP UNLESS YOU KNOW OS (operating software) If you really want to step your game up on security you can use what's called TAILS. I am not going to get into this as I believe it is overkill for what you want to do and you need to have a bit of advanced knowledge of computers and operating systems to accomplish this.TAILS is basically a software on a USB drive the makes it look like a separate operating system using tor (You can use windows on a Mac) which disconnects everything as soon as you remove the USB. This is for more advanced users trying to be vendors or buying lots of stuff on the DM. If someone else wants to chime in on TAILS or virtual computers, feel free. I just feel that it is unnecessary for the average DM shopper looking for this purpose and makes things more complicated then they need to be for this purpose.

4.) Set up a PGP key. This is an encryption key so that you can communicate with your vendor on the DM and no one can decipher your messages. Google PGP key set up. It is not required but recommended.

5.) Purchase bitcoins. Bitcoins are a digital currency you will use to buy products on the DM. You can do this via a number of apps and all depends on how discreet you want to be. Coinbase is as easy as it gets. You can download the app on your phone and transfer to your DM account. I would highly suggest using a alternate method especially if you are in a city that has BITCOIN ATMS. You can search for various "online wallets" to store your digital currency or you can just deposit it right into your dark market account from a bitcoin ATM.

6.)When all this has been completed, start your VPN up and block your IP. It does it automatically when you open. Open TOR and go to the browser window where you would normally type in the web address that you want to go to (others may post information on how to find said DM's). There is one onion that will provide a list of dark markets currently online and is the safest method to get the addresses to them. I will not say which market is the best, others may do so if they wish. A simple google search will let you know what the best market is. Create an account and search for what you want. Once you have an account on any DM you can put your coins in that account and have a shopping spree.

7.) Use a PO Box if you can. If shipping to your home, use a name that IS NOT YOURS. I say this so that you can DENY DENY DENY that the package is yours if law enforcement comes. Anyone could have put that in the mail and put the wrong address on it. NOT YOUR PROBLEM.

THIS POST IS FOR INFORMATIONAL PURPOSES ONLY
USE THE INFORMATION AT YOUR OWN RISK​

I tried to download the Tor browser but there is no option for iOS users. ?

 

[Weary Soul]

Thank you for posting this information - very informative.

If I could get ahold of H or F (I doubt that C is readably available as it is enough to kill an elephant???), but even if it was, these 3 drugs would be my preference along with N - I have no problem with sticking a needle in my vien, except that I have no experience in doing this to myself.

I am not comfortable with dark net and am running on financial fumes, so doubt I could afford any of the above anyway.

I was on morphine once after a craniotomy, and while it did help, I actually did not like it much. I also had IV dilaudid after my ex broke my ribs - now that was an amazing pain killer, although I have read that oral diluadid is not that strong (can't verify this as I have never had oral D).

Thanks again!

 

[lost_soul83]

I'll post an update with valuable info here. I had been more or less sober, off heroin for 18 months. Since I have still been struggling with the decision to ctb anyway, I thought I would at least get high again before I ctb if I decide to ctb anyway. Well last night, I shot up IV h again for the first time in a long time. I must have gotten carried away, I was doing it with an old friend, and out of habit, from sheer ritual from back when my tolerance was much higher, I pushed the plunger a bit too far, and felt an insanely good rush... but I knew it was probably far too much. I didn't get the tingles, or prickles, I just felt a wall of well being like being hit by a train, and my eyes began to have trouble focusing. I knew I was probably going to lose consciousness, I hadn't planned on ctbing right there but I am in a place where I would be okay if it happened... well I have no memory thereafter, until I was sitting up trying to comprehend what happened... I had no idea how much time had passed and she was standing near me with an extremely disapproving look, and sighed at me angrily . So I said, "what, whatd I do? What happened? I cant remember anything..."
My mind was having trouble forming simple sentences even, I was definitely suffering the effects of something. Well, she said
"I know. You just f--king died. Yeah you ODed just now, your eyes rolled in the back of your head and you dropped and stopped breathing suddenly, started turning blue. I had to hit you with FOUR NARCANS! That was f--ked up."
I looked at her and said (my mind still dazed trying to co.prehend things, obviously oxygen gradually returning to my brain tissue) "it was an accident. I didn't mean to, why are you mad?"
I was confused because she knew I wanted to ctb, we had talked about it earlier that night... but I didn't plan anything to happen right then, and classically I was always pretty good at being very careful, impeccable even with dosages and titrations... she was just mad because it happened in front of her in her house, and she might have had the headache of explaininga dead body and od to police, as well as the trauma of watching a friend go right in front of her.
Understandable I guess. At first i was mad at her for a second, because i was like, "you knew i wanted to go, why didn't you let me go. I mean I didn't mean to go right then, but damn... i was there it was done,and it was nice and painless, and she stopped it. But she quickly rebuffed me with how messed up it would be in her house that i dont get to put things in her like that... and i agreed as i mean to ctb somewhere out of the way, maybe in the wilderness where no one will find me for a long time.
But valuable refreshing experiential info that came about from the incident- it can be quick and painless, pleasant even. If no one is around to "rescue" you.

If you have experience with heroin, let me ask you a question and see what you think, just pick your brain a little bit. I've been on methadone for years to help with my opioid addiction. How much fentanyl do you think I'd have to take to OD and die?

 

[LiesAndLigatures]

There are a lot of problems with your OPSEC.

You shouldn't use a VPN with Tor, as it keeps your IP constant. The whole point of Tor is that it is constantly changing your virtual identity, which it can't do if you have your VPN on.

Next: Always convert BTC to Monero (XMR), send it to a local wallet, and send it to the market from there. Never use BTC directly from an online wallet, and try to use XMR whenever possible. The BTC block chain is traceable, XMR is untraceable at this time.

3rd: You should absolutely use your real name, and residential address. Fake names can result in a package being flagged for "Recipient not at this address". PO boxes require ID to set up, and claiming a package at the post office ruins your deniability. Anyone with your name and address can send you anything at your home. You have no idea who sent it, why, or what it is. Live by that denial. Don't open the package immediately either, as it looks like you were waiting for it. Write "Return to sender" on the outside, keep it closed for a day or two, and it is easier to deny in case of a raid. You planned to report the suspicious package on your day off.

I could go on, but instead I will recommend reading the DNM bible v2 on Dread. Download Tor, find Dread (pretty easy to search), search for the DNM bible there. Getting that far doesn't break the law at all. Make sure you read and understand the full thing before you do anything illegal, or you are at high risk for being arrested. Even the small fish get caught if they swim blindly into a net. Proper OPSEC makes a huge difference.

 

[victoria91]

Thank you so much for this!
F seems like a great way to go, it's the IV or needle that puts me off though , such a shame

 

[sadworld]

There are a lot of problems with your OPSEC.

You shouldn't use a VPN with Tor, as it keeps your IP constant. The whole point of Tor is that it is constantly changing your virtual identity, which it can't do if you have your VPN on.

Next: Always convert BTC to Monero (XMR), send it to a local wallet, and send it to the market from there. Never use BTC directly from an online wallet, and try to use XMR whenever possible. The BTC block chain is traceable, XMR is untraceable at this time.

3rd: You should absolutely use your real name, and residential address. Fake names can result in a package being flagged for "Recipient not at this address". PO boxes require ID to set up, and claiming a package at the post office ruins your deniability. Anyone with your name and address can send you anything at your home. You have no idea who sent it, why, or what it is. Live by that denial. Don't open the package immediately either, as it looks like you were waiting for it. Write "Return to sender" on the outside, keep it closed for a day or two, and it is easier to deny in case of a raid. You planned to report the suspicious package on your day off.

I could go on, but instead I will recommend reading the DNM bible v2 on Dread. Download Tor, find Dread (pretty easy to search), search for the DNM bible there. Getting that far doesn't break the law at all. Make sure you read and understand the full thing before you do anything illegal, or you are at high risk for being arrested. Even the small fish get caught if they swim blindly into a net. Proper OPSEC makes a huge difference.

Thank you. Your information is 100% correct. I was about to make my own post cause I saw a lot of wrong information above. Thanks.

I also made my own simple guide to the darknet markets a few months ago. There are more safety steps to take but this is pretty much the least.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/guide-to-the-darknet-markets.54422/

 

[wannago]

Very good guide, thank you! :) honestly though plugging seems much more comfortable than injection.

 

[oono]

Thank you so much for this!
F seems like a great way to go, it's the IV or needle that puts me off though , such a shame

what do you mean by please? If you can inject it that means you can also drink it, but is it just as effective?

 

[elfgyoza]

In what dosage do you mix powder ? And is there a guide to inject in veins, because I'm not familiar with this method so a guide would be nice.
Thanks

There's a lot of videos online about how to safely inject heroin, F is basically the same

I'm also struggling to understand everyone that's saying they'd use F if only they didn't have to inject. Does it matter? You're trying to kill yourself, a little pin prick is a small price to pay, and needles etc. are perfectly legal and easy to buy online

 

[greyhound]

I think the focus on using F here is a bit misleading. I think it stems from the fact that so many opiate users have been ODing from F lately. So this leads people to think that F would be a good drug to use to CTB.

Yes F is super potent in tiny amounts, but in reality the reason that people are ODing from it is because they don't really know how much of it is in their heroin dose. When trying to CTB this is not really the problem we face. We're not heroin users chasing a high and trying to take as much as they can without going over. We're people knowingly injecting way way more than a single dose in order to kill us. We don't need to get F where a single dose is in micrograms. A drug where the lethal dose is in mg will work just as well.

On the DNM people seem to actively test batches of heroin to ensure that it doesn't have F in it. So trying to get pure F on there I think would just be more difficult that is really necessary. Realistically people just need to buy H or dilaudid, a whole bunch of it, maybe test a tiny dose to guage how strong it is. Then do a rough estimation of lethal amount and inject several times this all in one go. Also get drunk beforehand as this will greatly increase the lethality.

 

[Pookie]

There's a lot of videos online about how to safely inject heroin, F is basically the same

I'm also struggling to understand everyone that's saying they'd use F if only they didn't have to inject. Does it matter? You're trying to kill yourself, a little pin prick is a small price to pay, and needles etc. are perfectly legal and easy to buy online

I want to inject it but don't have the know/how to prepare H or F for injection.

 

[elfgyoza]

I want to inject it but don't have the know/how to prepare H or F for injection.

I didn't know until I did it either, try youtube or just google safe heroin injecting. I saw one where the guy goes through it step by step, with explanations

 

[Pookie]

I didn't know until I did it either, try youtube or just google safe heroin injecting. I saw one where the guy goes through it step by step, with explanations

Thank you.

 

[fent_dnm27]

I think the focus on using F here is a bit misleading. I think it stems from the fact that so many opiate users have been ODing from F lately. So this leads people to think that F would be a good drug to use to CTB.

100%.

For one, pure Fentanyl is nearly impossible to find. Most DNMs have banned F listings, because of how much attention it gets from law enforcement.

I have compiled some info about another synthetic opioid that is a much better candidate - as of writing - for CTB:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/forget-fentanyl-try-eto.58569/

 

[knowman]

Nice write up. Thank you for this. Even though F is not my chosen method, this is very beneficial for others who would like to go down this route.

Hi already gone. I'm a senior in a very difficult place. I have the resources for the Exit Bag and a 9MM, but the obvious issues are there. I have a serious SI issue, so I wanted to ask if you'd be willing to share your preferred method here or by PM? I'm currently looking at Etonitazepyne.
Thank you very much.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Hi already gone. I'm a senior in a very difficult place. I have the resources for the Exit Bag and a 9MM, but the obvious issues are there. I have a serious SI issue, so I wanted to ask if you'd be willing to share your preferred method here or by PM? I'm currently looking at Etonitazepyne.
Thank you very much.

My preferred method is hanging.