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BreathoSystems
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- Jun 4, 2021
- 5
I think about ctbing all the time. It's in my head all day long, during conversations with people, while in social settings, when I'm alone. I have such a bad feeling regarding my future, and I honestly cannot see one for myself, but I'm also not entirely sure if I'm ready yet to ctb. I have a boyfriend, and I love him, but my anxiety makes me feel like everything is going to fall apart anyways.
Is anyone else struggling with indecision in the face of seemingly endless failure and pain?
Is anyone else struggling with indecision in the face of seemingly endless failure and pain?