Yes i am feeling the exact same. I have no idea why people are put on earth to suffer and be humiliated and broken
Ive had more than enough, im starting to plan to ctb again. If things dont get better or change i have no choice, i want to be prepared to ctb because at this stage it is a huge possiblity for me.
yeah and its wierd. i still have this feeling to keep trying and keep going, but i also feel dead inside and on the inside, and literally dont wanna wake out of my sleep.
Life is exhausting. There's always something that has to be done. Can't even enjoy anything fun because my heart is racing too fast to be in the moment.
I get your feeling. Can't set my mind or body to anything. Not for myself not for what need to be done.
Don't get any feeling with 'fun's things, social and family could be stolen. Can't do it totally empty completely done inside only want to end the suffering.
Yup. Its what's led me to deciding I cannot go on. Constantly, relentlessly, physically and mentally exhausted. People really don't understand. Lucky them. This isn't something a good night's sleep or some yoga will help. When folk say stuff like that you know they have NO IDEA.
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