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BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
241
My heart is a mix of mild euphoria and paralyzing depression.

Also, English isn't my first language so I guess there's a better way to express that, but I'm satisfied with it.
 
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restingpiece

restingpiece

´ཀ`
Nov 3, 2025
5
i chose restingpiece as a play on words for "rest in piece".

resting = the eternal sleep that comes with death
piece = me, my being, mind and body

putting them together i see it as me resting peacefully forever, which i think sounds pretty comforting.
 
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TheWorstLife

TheWorstLife

Musician
Nov 8, 2025
18
its obviously a bit of an exaggeration as theres worse lives, but it fits for me as i dont think my life could even get any worse even if i tried
 
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setspiritfree

Student
Oct 19, 2025
149
I feel like when I die I will be nothing and everything at the same time where my spirit and ashes will be a part of everything and my spirit can travel infinitely around the universe.
 
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TheWorstLife

TheWorstLife

Musician
Nov 8, 2025
18
I feel like when I die I will be nothing and everything at the same time where my spirit and ashes will be a part of everything and my spirit can travel infinitely around the universe.
i like ur name dude
 
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Black_Knight

Black_Knight

"Student"
Jul 10, 2019
148
It's because I like to play teams and characters that are like "black" in chess, even though I don't particularly like chess itself because it's more of a test of patience than intellect for me. And I don't have patience.
I play the reactive role, initially disadvantaged in terms of action, but advantaged with information. Defensive over offensive.
I also believe in fairytale Camelot shit, and chivalry. I don't identify as a masculine entity by any means, but chivalry is still an ideal I aspire towards, because I believe gender is bogus, earthbound lifeform fake shit, and real chivalry knows no gender.
If you've ever watched revolutionary girl utena, I feel like the girl who wanted to be a prince and anthy in one.
 
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Persona3

Persona3

Member
Nov 17, 2025
61
I have identity issues and divide myself into three parts, but I don't have DID.
I could explain it in detail, but I don't have the strength to do so rn
 
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AstralMadness

AstralMadness

hellwalker
Nov 20, 2025
61
Feels like I'm going more insane every day and this username doesn't sound like anything else I've used on the net
 
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wilting_flower

wilting_flower

Member
Nov 18, 2025
17
Inspired by the emoji lol. and how I feel having lost most of my twenties without much to show for it.
 
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,438
I walk with death, and death walks with me. the notion of death on a pale horse is from the Bible. book of revelations . there are footprints.
 
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BlueberryDeer

BlueberryDeer

Hope is volatile
Nov 20, 2025
26
1. I'm a furry, so I often choose any animals in my usernames.
2. Blueberry is a great flavor.
3. Deer is the same species as my avatar, Lilla, so it became natural to choose to.
4. Together, it made a cute, pastel username.
 

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