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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,206
because everything that used to give me a glimmer of magic in the world is now gone!
 
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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Member
Jun 24, 2025
84
Vlad Tepes is a cool band and Vlad Tepes was one brutal, metal motherfucker
 
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temporarystayhere

Member
Jul 2, 2025
7
our stay on earth is temporary, no matter if it ends by our hand or not
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,006
When I found this site all I wanted was out and I was happy when I was accepted as member. So my first name was OptingOutSmiling. I stayed longer than expected and lost the smile since.
 
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Marcy1024

Marcy1024

Member
Jun 9, 2025
33
Marcy is derivated of my trans choosen name, Marcela. 1024 one of my favorite numbers. It started when I like playing doubling numbers
2,4,8,16,32,64,128,256,512 and the 10th is 1024
Was just for fun, as any mathematics must be. I used to dream with becoming a Mathematician
 
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R. A.

R. A.

But...the future refused to change.
Aug 8, 2022
1,036
it used to be "rounded apathy", which i thought was a clever manipulation of "pointless suffering".

when i found myself back here - mentally and physically on the site - at the end of last year, things were bad enough it didn't feel on the nose enough.

funny enough, despite that now things are far worse than even six months ago, i wish i hadn't changed it. i might change it back.
 
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amerie

amerie

Arcanist
Oct 6, 2024
401
It's the name of American r&b singer Amerie. She sung "One Thing" which was featured in GTA and it's been popular since its release 20 years ago. She recently did a tiny desk which people are giving her shit for, but as someone who was a choral singer for a while I think she's good but she's in her 40s and hasn't sung for a while also the person writing her songs didn't consider her vocal type which is likely in the alto or mezzo range.
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Here's her at the peak of her career

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This is her currently, she aged really well. She also has a book club and reviews novels, I think she released one as well but I haven't got to it. Love her.
 

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QuinineGuy

QuinineGuy

Member
May 30, 2025
27
I used to love gin and tonic. The main ingredient that makes tonic taste the way it does...quinine.
 
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Karera

Karera

/ᐠ ◞ ᆺ ◟マ
Apr 20, 2025
38
I didn't know what 'Karera' meant as I just wanted to have a unique, nice sounding name, it apparently means "-to cry in pain," and I think it's quite fitting.
 
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ChosenUndead

ChosenUndead

Member
Jul 3, 2025
11
The player character in Dark Souls 1
 
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Dying Opportunity

Dying Opportunity

What looks so strong, so delicate
May 9, 2025
69
I feel like every opportunity I have to live a happy, successful life is dying.
 
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kittyloverxd

kittyloverxd

Member
Jul 15, 2025
16
i love my kitty so hence the username "kittyloverxd" and i thought it was silly so i put in xd
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,423
i love my kitty so hence the username "kittyloverxd" and i thought it was silly so i put in xd
Lol, there are lots of us folks who love our kitty-cats. 🤷🏻 I wonder if there are more dog lovers or cat lovers here?? (Complete transparency here: I am bordering on giving the Russian Cat Lady on YT a run for her money. Lol And cats are not the only pets I have. It's just the 10 (counting the feral cats outside that I make sure have food and water and medical care when they need it -- and I can manage to catch them) far outnumber the rest of my darling babies -- 2 dogs, 2 guinea pigs (one of which is pregnant 🫣), 4 ducks and 3 chickens. And a BUNCH of houseplants. And a husband.
 
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AnEpilogue

AnEpilogue

気持ち悪い
May 24, 2025
26
Misheard lyrics from Her Last Words by Courtney Parker. I always thought she was saying "to watch over you and be my epilogue," not "to watch over you and be my helpful eye." I thought that was poetic.
 
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Rynalia

Rynalia

Who even am I?
Apr 22, 2025
293
Random letters, go!
 
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ChaseTheSun

Member
Jul 1, 2025
11
My name is the title of a song. Randomly hearing this song was the only good experience in this year for me.
 
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cme-dme

cme-dme

Ready to go to bed
Feb 1, 2025
478
Took my name, removed some of the letters and scrambled the remaining letters around a bit until the result was something that rolled off the tongue easily :)
 
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Satori Komeiji

Satori Komeiji

Strange girl
Jul 15, 2025
126
Favorite Touhou character :)
 
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dreamsofhome

dreamsofhome

Blessed are the Peacemakers
Nov 11, 2024
16
The best way I can describe mine is dreams of going "home". Except home is a place in time that no longer exists instead of a physical location, and I constantly feel homesick for it.

A time when some people I cared about were still alive, before my mental and physical health declined so badly, before life felt as crushing as it does now.
 
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chunkercat_

chunkercat_

silly guy
Mar 12, 2025
19
my cat is fat
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
754
Nobody knows how bad things are getting.
Nobody knows I didn't actually recover.
Nobody knows how hard I am trying to hold on.
 
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Eriktf

Arcanist
Jun 1, 2023
461
because my name is Erik
 
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Asahina

Asahina

Member
May 25, 2025
7
I like Asahina Mafuyu from Project Sekai. She is from my favorite musical unit in that game, I resonate with her story, I compose music and write lyrics like her, and I like Vocaloid and work with Gumi often.

Nightcord also covers a lot of my favorite vocaloid songs like Failure Girl, Hated by life itself, Bug, Composing the Future etc.
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

Specialist
Mar 12, 2025
340
I love to fish, I love the rain, 34 is the number of my favorite NBA player Hakeem Olajuwon who played for the Houston Rockets back in the day..... and 69 is another favorite # I reckon. lol.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

In hell for now
Feb 28, 2023
1,454
Others probably wouldn't know it from meeting me, but I'm dying inside.
 
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TransTaxEvader

TransTaxEvader

what's next?
Feb 22, 2025
257
I evade taxes and I am transgender
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
2,058
My name is just "Nameless" but replace the last letter with an "a" to make it sound more feminine.
 
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eattwinkiesseejesus

eattwinkiesseejesus

Praying for death to a God that doesn't answer
Jan 18, 2025
118
"Eat twinkies see jesus"
Line from a christian comedian at a show, he was talking about how people complain about how unhealthy twinkies and how different whatnots could be bad for you - he said who cares? Isn't the goal to get to heaven and see Jesus anyway? Eat twinkies and see Jesus! 😂
 
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