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KARTER

Member
Sep 21, 2025
6
I got the nitrogen.
Guess I'll be going tonight, just have to find a way to inform someone beforehand but without sabotaging it.
I'll be back if I fail, and if I don't, you will know this method works.
Good luck to you all who try as well!

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Can u please Dm
I need to talk to ASAP
and thank u alot in advance.
I'm available all day
All I need is a dm
Al

Also how'd you get nitrogen in germany? Theyre fairly strict and need a company number.
Is nitrogen in Germany
Hard to get ?
What about the rest of Europe?
 
SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
221
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It's so frustrating… I bought everything I need (including more than enough N2), made a really beautiful Exit Bag. I set everything up, put the Bag on my head, turn on the nitrogen, breath in and out, pull down me bag, close it and start breathing in the nitrogen. Then the SI kick in, I take of the bag and turn off the gas. I guess, it was too claustrophobic for me. I knew that a tight space isn't easy for me but I didn't know that I am as sensible. I tried it two more times but there was the same problem…
If you are not so claustrophobic, it is a very, very good method.
Now I guess, I have to try another method or a mask. I am a bit overwhelmed by the things with the mask. I don't want to buy the wrong thing (especially as everything is so expensive). Now I am first gathering some power again and then I am looking everything up I need to know (if I don't CTB via another method before)…
Mask Is just going to make things more claustrophobic and will give you an exploding head feeling. Try maybe using a larger bag, but bump up the flow rate and make sure you use a large bottle. I tried it over my head with a bin bag that was larger and the claustrophobic feeling disappeared. Maybe use a clear large thick bag so you can see the outside of that helps. I plan on ctb at night at the beach while looking at the stars.
Yo
I got the nitrogen.
Guess I'll be going tonight, just have to find a way to inform someone beforehand but without sabotaging it.
I'll be back if I fail, and if I don't, you will know this method works.
Good luck to you all who try as well!

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u still alive? I hope you've found rest, peace no matter what the outcome.
 
devils~advocate

devils~advocate

Experienced
Feb 29, 2024
257
Im trying to be back here. Its been a few months. I had to take some time off....I was getting paranoid and panicking.
My emotions and thoughts were getting to much to control. I apologize to all those that I left hanging.
 
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olliproton

Member
Nov 11, 2025
6
Al

Also how'd you get nitrogen in germany? Theyre fairly strict and need a company number.
If you need a Link for a Shop that sells nitrogen(Stickstoff) and Helium in Germany send me a DM. I bought my 5l Helium there without any Problems.
 
fireplace19

fireplace19

What’s the use of burning red hot?
Feb 7, 2021
37
How did it go, @fireplace19? Can see that you were active last month. Would like to know your story.
Obviously haven't used it yet. Would want to make sure the tank is full on the attempt. It's comforting to have an out button there at all times.

Im bedbound with several severe disabilities in my mid 20s and have nothing. Lost my job, partner, study, independence. Can't enjoy shit from bed either. I can only eat like 10 foods, can't read or watch much, can't do anything meaningful. Basically dead already, but I think dying would be much preferable.

Haven't done it because… unfortunately everyone around me knows I plan on it so I'm never alone, there are some relationships I also want to fix before I go. Still a shit life.
 
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Nightingale93

Nightingale93

Member
Jan 13, 2026
8
Hello there. New to the forum. I had a couple of questions if possible.

Regarding the cylinder/tank of Nitrogen Gas. How long is it good for? I have one sitting in my closet I haven't used yet. I believe I bought it just over a year ago. Is the cylinder or valve going to go bad or fail in anyway?

As for the bag, will one of those large vacuum luggage packing bags do, or is the turkey roasting bag the best option?

Thanks very much.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
Hello there. New to the forum. I had a couple of questions if possible.

Regarding the cylinder/tank of Nitrogen Gas. How long is it good for? I have one sitting in my closet I haven't used yet. I believe I bought it just over a year ago. Is the cylinder or valve going to go bad or fail in anyway?

As for the bag, will one of those large vacuum luggage packing bags do, or is the turkey roasting bag the best option?

Thanks very much.
Nitrogen tank is good for many years, an indefinite amount of time, just check your PSI--Even after 4 years my 3500 liter tank is still at 1600 PSI, from the original 2200
 
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sm1the

Member
Sep 18, 2022
57
Nitrogen tank is good for many years, an indefinite amount of time, just check your PSI--Even after 4 years my 3500 liter tank is still at 1600 PSI, from the original 2200
Is that not a lot? Almost 25%.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
Is that not a lot? Almost 25%.
No, its not a lot, because it stopped leaking 2 years ago, steady 1600 PSI for the last two years--There is still enough Nitrogen in there to CTB ten times over
 
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aRose

aRose

Student
Jan 18, 2026
119
I pretty much understand the set up but I'm not sure how to approach the AirGas people. I called a non-AirGas company a few weeks ago and they said they only have super big expensive tanks. What do you ask for from AirGas? What size tank? How much gas? What's it for? I need a Script! Lol
I saw some link to harbor freight but it was from 2018 - does This product make sense to buy?
 
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