Venting exhausted of love

[ecmnesia]

love became a burden to me.

i am tired of loving. i am tired of caring.

i am tired to hold on for love. i am tired of living for love.

i would have been gone long ago if it wasn't for love.

i hate love. i hate that i love you and i hate that you love me.

love only made things harder for me. love is a cross i am forced to carry. and i hate it. i hate that I care for you. i hate. i hate. and i love. and i hate that i love.

exhausted of caring. exhausted from love. exhausted from feeling.

why is it that everybody loves love?

love doesn't set you free. it chains you. at least this love that I was teached to feel.

love made me miserable. and i want to be free from it. i hate love. and ironically enough, i hate myself for hating it.

 

[yive]

i love a girl who doesn't exist in reality...
in fact, i only stay here for her sake... although she is not here.
tbh, i don't want to live anymore

 

[Lilacmoon]

very relatable. i feel much of the same.
sorry you're going through this kind of pain.

 

[Regen]

Wow. What a powerful post. Sadly I can't explain in english what I mean. But I feel you.