Venting Everyone wishes I was dead

[Abyssal]

Everyone I meet seems to agree I am an issue, I need to kill myself because they can't do it for me. This will only help them. When they hear my name they groan. When I walk into a room they sigh. When I'm away I can hear them talking shit about me. When they speak to me it's about how horrible I am and how I'm not good enough . Why tell me that if not to know my place as something that should be thrown away? My best is worth their hatred so I know what I must do.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

I am going through the same.
All I hear is how selfish I am and how wrong I have been & lived all my life.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

@Abyssal and @dkrw Both you don't deserve this!!

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

@Abyssal and @dkrw Both you don't deserve this!!

No I do deserve it
And it's why I will ctb
Bc I am so selfish

 

[Relic]

That can happen when you are not violent enough or don't have anything they want. And generally people talk shit about everyone they know behind their backs, no one is safe.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

This is a picture of an expensive, purebred cat. What do you and that cat have in common? You both don't know how much you're worth <3.

 

[dinosavr]

We don't :)

 

[theboy]

no, bro. Is a lie

 

[goodoldnoname923]

Everyone I meet seems to agree I am an issue, I need to kill myself because they can't do it for me. This will only help them. When they hear my name they groan. When I walk into a room they sigh. When I'm away I can hear them talking shit about me. When they speak to me it's about how horrible I am and how I'm not good enough . Why tell me that if not to know my place as something that should be thrown away? My best is worth their hatred so I know what I must do.

Welcome to the club sister

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I like the idea of being dead and not having to worry about anything of this type of nature.

 

[set0553]

If these people are talking behind your back, and putting you down, they are the ones who are horrible and selfish..

 

[lonely&trapped.]

I always felt good for nothing my entire life. Had people doubt me and shit talk me. You are not alone.

 

[Finalnight]

All I've ever been in nothing else but a problem, I relate to everything that you said, I wish everyone I know feels relieved once I am dead and I know that's what everybody really wants

 

[ImTelling]

Everyone I meet seems to agree I am an issue, I need to kill myself because they can't do it for me. This will only help them. When they hear my name they groan. When I walk into a room they sigh. When I'm away I can hear them talking shit about me. When they speak to me it's about how horrible I am and how I'm not good enough . Why tell me that if not to know my place as something that should be thrown away? My best is worth their hatred so I know what I must do.

Hard relate. At the moment everyone in my life hates me or will hate me. You aren't alone. Sometimes the right thing to do is to leave.

All I've ever been in nothing else but a problem, I relate to everything that you said, I wish everyone I know feels relieved once I am dead

It's extremely sad when the only way we can make up for being fuck ups is by ending things.